The Catholic World, Vol. 21, April, 1875, to September, 1875: A Monthly Magazine of General Literature and ScienceVarious
Religion
The Catholic World, Vol. 21, April, 1875, to September, 1875: A Monthly Magazine of General Literature and Science
Various
Catholic Church -- Periodicals
as with the shop-keepers; books and plays are called after him; his name
is a household word in the press; it gives salt to the editor’s joke and
point to his epigram. The devil is welcome everywhere, and everywhere
set up as a sign not to be contradicted. Angels, on the other hand, are
at a discount. Now and then you chance upon some honorable mention of
the _ange gardien_, but the rare exception only serves as a contrast
which vindicates the overwhelming popularity of the fallen brethren.
Is this the outcome of the promise, “I will give my angels charge over
thee”? And does Beelzebub’s protection of his Parisian votaries justify
their interpretation of the message? I was revolving some such vague
conjectures in my mind as I turned listlessly into the Rue de Rivoli, and
saw a cab driving in under the _porte cochère_ of my hotel. I quickened
my pace, for I fancied I recognized a familiar face in the distance. The
glass door at the foot of the stairs was still swinging, as I pushed it
before me, and heard a voice calling my name on the first floor. “Hollo!
here you are, uncle!” I cried, and, clearing the intervening stair at
three bounds, I seized the admiral by both arms, as he stood with his
hand still on my bell-rope.
“Come in, my boy. Come in,” he said, and pushed in without turning his
head towards me.
“You have bad news!” I said. I read it in his averted face and the
subdued gravity of his greeting. He deliberately took off his hat and
flung his light travelling surtout on the sofa before he answered me.
Then he came up and laid his hand on my shoulder. “Yes, very bad news, my
poor fellow; but you will bear up like a man. It doesn’t all end here,
you know.”
“My God! It is all over, then! She is dead!” I cried.
He made a gesture that signified assent, and pressed me down into a
chair. I do not remember what followed.
I recollect his standing over me, and whispering words into my ear that
came like the sound of my mother’s voice--words that fell like balm upon
my burning brain, and silenced, as if by some physical force, other
words that were quivering on my tongue. I never knew or cared before
whether my uncle believed in anything, whether he had faith in God or in
devils; but as he spoke to me then I remember feeling a kind of awe in
his presence--awe mingled with surprise and a sense of peace and comfort;
it was as if I had drifted unawares into a haven. He never left me for a
moment till the hard dumbness was melted, and I let my head drop on his
shoulder, and wept.…
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