The Catholic World, Vol. 21, April, 1875, to September, 1875: A Monthly Magazine of General Literature and ScienceVarious
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The Catholic World, Vol. 21, April, 1875, to September, 1875: A Monthly Magazine of General Literature and Science
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Raymond had always been poor, he knew; but poverty in the
antique splendor of decayed ancestral halls, with the necessaries of
life provided as by a law of nature, and in the midst of a loyal and
reverent peasantry, was a very different sort of poverty from what he was
now embarking on. He would sometimes fix his eyes on Raymond when he was
busying himself, with apparently great satisfaction, on some miserable
trifle that Angélique wanted done in her room or in the kitchen, and
wonder whether it was genuine or feigned, whether sorrow or philosophy
had so deadened him to external conditions as to make him indifferent to
the material meanness and miseries of his position. He never heard a word
of regret, or any expression that could be construed into regret, escape
him in their most familiar conversations. Once Raymond, in speaking of
poverty, had confessed that he had never believed it had any power to
make men unhappy--such poverty as his had been--until he felt the touch
of its cruel finger on his Armengarde; then he realized the fact in its
full bitterness. But he had foiled the tormenter by a sublime fraud
of love, and saved his own heart from an anguish that would have been
more intolerable than remorse. Sir Simon remembered the expression of
Raymond’s face as he said this; the smile of gentle triumph that it wore,
as if gratitude for the rescue and the sacrifice had alone survived. He
concluded that it was so; that Raymond had forgiven poverty, since he had
conquered her; and that now he could take her to live with him like a
snake that had lost its sting, or some bright-spotted wild beast that he
had wrestled with and tamed, and might henceforth sport with in safety.
Sir Simon found it hard to reconcile this serene philosophical state
of mind with his friend’s insurmountable reluctance to accept the least
material service, while, on the other hand, he took with avidity any
amount of affection and sympathy that was offered to him. It was because
he felt that he could repay these in kind; whereas for the others he
must remain an insolvent debtor. “Bourbonais, that is sheer nonsense and
inconsistency. I wouldn’t give a button for your philosophy, if it can’t
put you above such weakness. It’s absurd; you ought to struggle against
it and overcome it.” This was the baronet’s pet formula; he was always
ready with this advice to his friends. Raymond never contested the wisdom
of the proposition, or Sir Simon’s right to enunciate it; but in this
particular at least he did not adopt it.
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