The Catholic World, Vol. 21, April, 1875, to September, 1875: A Monthly Magazine of General Literature and ScienceVarious
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The Catholic World, Vol. 21, April, 1875, to September, 1875: A Monthly Magazine of General Literature and Science
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Catholic Church -- Periodicals
For all that, I could not strike the clew. It seems a very easy thing,
does it not, to concoct a passable enough Christmas story out of the
ample materials with which Mr. Culpepper had so lavishly supplied me?
Just try; sit down and write a good, short, brisk Christmas story, out of
all the time-honored materials, and judge for yourself what an easy task
it is, O sapient critic! a line from whose practised pen stabs to death
a year of hopes, and projects, and labor. Strange to say, my immediate
project dissolved and faded out of my mind, as I plodded homewards along
the great thoroughfare I had trodden so serenely in the morning. The
little Christmas story gave place to something new, something larger,
something vague, indefinable, and mighty. A great realm of fiction
unfolded itself before me--a realm all my own, a fairy island in a summer
sea, peopled with Calibans and dainty Ariels, Mirandas and Ferdinands,
and a thousand unseen creatures, waiting only for the wave of my magic
wand to be summoned into the beauty of life, to bring sweet songs down
from the clouds of heaven, and whisperings of spirits far away that the
earth had never yet heard. A mist sprang up around me as I walked, and
through it peered a thousand eyes, and from it came and went a thousand
shapeless forms, whose outlines I could half discern, but hold not. I
could not bid them stay until I grasped them. Something was wanting, a
touch only, a magic word, but I could not find it. A charm was on me,
and more potent than I. It was there, working, working, working, but I
could not master it. I walked along in a dream. Men in throngs passed
me by in what seemed a strange and awful silence. If they spoke, never a
word heard I. Carriages and vehicles of every description I felt rolling,
rolling past; but their wheels were strangely muffled, for never a sound
fell on my ear. The fair, bright city of the morning was filled now with
silent shadows, moving like ghosts in a troubled dream. Lights sprang
up out of the mist as I passed along, but they seemed to shine upon me
alone. Intensely conscious of my own existence, I had only a numb feeling
of other life around me. At last I found myself at Mrs. Jinks’ door. I
took a letter from her hand, and seated at length in my own room, with
familiar objects around me, the shadows seemed to lift, and I was brought
back to the subject of my proposed night’s work.
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