She hurried away, and I sighed with relief, but chuckled gleefully as I
thought of the chagrin of old Benlial. He and Centauri had left the hall
hours ago, presumably to discuss affairs of state.
I joined the group surrounding the fair Priestess of the Sun and edged
my way to her side. The guests were departing reluctantly. I thought
they would never go, but at last Alpha and I remained alone in the
great, brilliantly lit rooms.
“Good-night, Virgillius,” she murmured, as I raised her hand to my lips.
“Come on the morrow as early as you wish, I will tell you of my plans.”
She tried to free her hand, then smiled softly. The tender light in her
eyes emboldened me. I drew her to me and flung my arms around her. “You
who love so deeply and truly,” I whispered; “why, ah, Alpha, are you so
cruel to me?”
“Oh, you do not understand love at all!” she interrupted, quickly
passing from my embrace. “You did not willingly love, you were forced
into it—and you love a woman. With you, Love is passion, desire,
recreation; you will outlive it and love as deeply again. In your mind
is ample space for other thoughts. You are not my affinity. It was not
destined we should mate. I adore till death and for the sake of adoring,
it is absolute. I love a god, perfect mentally, physically. Should the
substance lack either perfection, it is fate, and I’ll be true to the
shadow. Ah, Virgillius, I am not ungrateful. I do not forget it is to
you I owe this wondrous new existence, and—well—it is late; I will see
you in the morning.”
All women have ideals, those lacking this sweet sentiment are not worth
winning. Alpha, the beauteous, was only a woman after all, passionately
enamoured with an ideal she would never meet. An ideal—fiddlesticks! I
inspired this passion for a shadow. Alpha Centauri is mine. I created
her.
CHAPTER XVII.
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