The Century Illustrated Monthly Magazine, October, 1913: Vol. LXXXVI. New Series: Vol. LXIV. May to October, 1913Various
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The Century Illustrated Monthly Magazine, October, 1913: Vol. LXXXVI. New Series: Vol. LXIV. May to October, 1913
Various
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Abruptly the Senior Surgeon pushed back his chair from the desk and
stood up. The important decision once made, no further finessing of
words seemed either necessary or dignified to him.
“Go and pack your suitcase quickly, then,” he ordered. “I want to get
away from here within half an hour.”
But before the girl had half crossed the room he called to her
suddenly. And his face in that moment was as haggard as though a whole
lifetime’s struggle was packed into it.
“Rae Malgregor,” he drawled mockingly, “this thing shall be--barter
’way through to the end, with the credit always on your side of the
account. In exchange for the gift of yourself--your wonderful self,
and the trust that goes with it, I will give you,--God help me!--the
ugliest thing in my life. And God knows I have broken faith with myself
once or twice, but never have I broken my word to another. From now on,
in token of your trust in me, for whatever the bitter gift is worth to
you, as long as you stay with me, my Junes shall be yours, to do with
as you please.”
“_What_, sir?” gasped the White Linen Nurse. “_What_, sir?”
Softly, almost stealthily, she was half-way back across the room to
him, when she stopped suddenly and threw out her arms with a gesture of
appeal and defiance.
“All the same, sir,” she cried passionately--“all the same, sir,
the place is too hard for the small pay I get. Oh, I will do what I
promised,” she declared with increasing passion; “I will never leave
you; and I will mother your little girl; and I will servant your big
house; and I will go with you wherever you say! And I will be to you
whatever you wish; and I will never flinch from any hardship you impose
on me, nor whine over any pain, on and on and on, all my days, all my
years, till I drop in my tracks again, and die, as you say, ‘still
smiling’: all the same,” she reiterated wildly, “the place is too hard!
It always was too hard, it always will be too hard, for such small pay!”
“For such small pay?” gasped the Senior Surgeon.
About his heart a horrid, clammy chill began to settle. Sickeningly
through his brain a dozen recent financial transactions began to
rehearse themselves.
“You mean, Miss Malgregor,” he said a bit brokenly--“you mean that I
haven’t been generous enough with you?”
“Yes, sir,” faltered the White Linen Nurse. All the storm and passion
died suddenly from her, leaving her just a frightened girl again,
flushing pink-white before the Senior Surgeon’s scathing stare. One
step, two steps, three, she advanced toward him. “Oh, I mean, sir,”
she whispered--“oh, I mean, sir, that I’m just an ordinary, ignorant
country girl, and you--are further above me than the moon from the sea!
I couldn’t expect you to--love me, sir, I couldn’t even dream of your
loving me; but I do think you might like me just a little bit with your
heart!”
“What?” cried the Senior Surgeon. “What?”
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