The Century Illustrated Monthly Magazine, October, 1913: Vol. LXXXVI. New Series: Vol. LXIV. May to October, 1913Various
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The Century Illustrated Monthly Magazine, October, 1913: Vol. LXXXVI. New Series: Vol. LXIV. May to October, 1913
Various
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A trifle faint-heartedly the Little Crippled Girl reached up and
straightened her absurdly diminutive little white cap, and pursed her
little mouth as nearly as possible into an expression of ineffable
peace.
“Why, Lendicott Faber!” she persisted heroically.
“Lendicott!” exclaimed the Senior Surgeon. “What are _you_
‘Lendicotting’ _me_ for?”
Hilariously with her own knife and fork the Little Crippled Girl began
to beat upon the table.
“Why, you dear silly!” she cried--“why, if I’m the new marma, I’ve
_got_ to call you Lendicott, and Peach has _got_ to call you Fat
Father.”
Frenziedly the Senior Surgeon pushed back his chair and jumped to his
feet. The expression on his face was neither smile nor frown, nor war
nor peace, nor any other human expression that had ever puckered there
before.
“God!” he said, “this gives me the willies!” and strode tempestuously
from the room.
Out in his own workshop, fortunately, whatever the grotesque new
pinkness, whatever the grotesque new perkiness, his great free
walking-spaces had not been interfered with. Slamming his door
triumphantly behind him, he resumed once more the monotonous pace,
pace, pace that for eighteen years had characterized his first night’s
return to civilization.
Sharply around the corner of his battered old desk the little path
started, wanly along the edge of his dingy book-shelves the little
path furrowed, wistfully at the deep bay-window, where his favorite
lilac-bush budded whitely for his departure, and rusted brownly for his
return, the little path faltered, and went on again, on and on and on,
into the alcove where his instruments glistened, up to the fireplace,
where his college trophy-cups tarnished. Listlessly the Senior Surgeon
began anew his yearly vigil. Up and down, up and down, round and round,
on and on and on, through interminable ducks to unattainable dawns,
a glutted, bacchanalian soul sweating its own way back to sanctity
and leanness. Nerves always were in that vigil--raw, rattling nerves
clamoring vociferously to be repacked in their sedatives. Thirst also
was in that vigil; no mere whimpering tickle of the palate, but a
drought of the tissues, a consuming fire of the bones. Hurt pride was
also there, and festering humiliation.
But more rasping, this particular night, than nerves, more poignant
than thirst, more dangerously excitative even than remorse, hunger
rioted in him--hunger, the one worst enemy of the Senior Surgeon’s
cause, the simple, silly, no-account, gnawing, drink-provocative hunger
of an empty stomach. And one other hunger was also there--a sudden
fierce new lust for life and living, a passion bare of love, yet pure
of wantonness, a passion primitive, protective, inexorably proprietary,
engendered strangely in that one mad, suspicious moment at the edge of
the summer-house when every outraged male instinct in him had leaped to
prove that, love or no love, the woman was his.
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