The Century Illustrated Monthly Magazine, September, 1913: Vol. LXXXVI, No. 5Various
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The Century Illustrated Monthly Magazine, September, 1913: Vol. LXXXVI, No. 5
Various
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During the considerable period that Mr. Francis had rented Mrs.
Benson’s most expensive room, the second-floor front, his intimacy with
her had consisted of one heart-to-heart talk in the week following
Mr. Benson’s decease. Mr. Benson, who had been indefinitely “in the
clothing business,” had caught a cold which developed into pneumonia,
with fatal results. When, a few days after the funeral, Mrs. Benson
wept on Mr. Francis’s shoulder, she had said that she wished never to
speak to another man, never even to see one, except in the necessary
course of business. She ran a boarding-house, and she would accept men
as well as women for boarders; other relations with them she could not
consider.
Mr. Francis had always respected her wishes. Even when she presided
at the Sunday evening dinner-table, a wide, tight vision of black
silk, and conversation was supposed to be more unrestricted than on
week-days, Mr. Francis had been careful not to trespass on the sacred
confines of her bereavement. Her conversation with the other men at
the table, in which she attempted to include him, he passed off as her
necessary sacrifice to the business that supported her widowhood. He
was even more literal-minded than the average idealist.
On Thursday, April 21, he wrote in the book:
“I am quite sure she was in again to-day. She was three aisles
away, looking over that new importation of Chinese mandarins,
but she departed before I approached. She was dressed altogether
different from the first two times, but I am sure it was she. I
would notice her face among a thousand. I noticed those two little
lines at the top of her nose between her eyebrows. And yet she is
not old; one would not call her young, either; and not middle-aged,
either. Before I got over wondering whether I should go over and
wait on her personally, she had gone. He who hesitates is lost. The
clerk said she had taken samples of all the new silks. He thought
she had taken too many, and said she did not act like a buyer.
I requested him to follow McDavitt’s principle to give all the
samples asked for and not comment on it.
“To be much of my time in the office, as my new position forces me
to be, has some drawbacks. Doubtless, however, even were I back
in my old place, I should never see her again. And what possible
good can come if I do see her? I am little more than a servant, a
lackey. But I forget that I am now an assistant buyer. Perhaps that
raises me a little in the scale. But how little--not enough to make
any difference to her.
“From the library to-day I got a book, ‘Selections from the English
Poets of the Nineteenth Century.’ It is more complete than the
‘Golden Treasury,’ and I anticipate a great deal of pleasure and
profit from it. It contains Shelley’s ‘Defense of Poetry,’ which I
can well afford to read again.”
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