The Century Illustrated Monthly Magazine, September, 1913: Vol. LXXXVI, No. 5Various
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The Century Illustrated Monthly Magazine, September, 1913: Vol. LXXXVI, No. 5
Various
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But taking it all in all, he was happier than he had ever been in his
life before. Never had one of his ideal romances developed so far;
and never, thanks principally to the affectionate, if brief advances,
of Mrs. Benson, had he had so true an idea of the meaning of love. He
composed many notes to Miss Anna Wright,--I hope he will forgive me for
setting forth her name in cold type,--and he knew that the time was
approaching when he would send one to her.
On Friday, May 13, Mr. Francis wrote in the book:
“Five o’clock in the morning. I have met her face to face, I have
spoken to her, and walked with her! We ran into each other,
almost. I was gawking up at her window,--I mean the one I call
hers,--and I did not see her until she stopped and spoke to me.
“What a fool I must have seemed! I could not say anything--not a
word. She asked me if I lived in the neighborhood, and I said no.
She said she was just going out for a walk over to Central Park and
back to get the air. I said it was a pleasant evening for a walk,
fool that I am! She said several other things; asked me about the
store. Then she said good evening, and went on. I went on, too, in
the direction I was going when I met her.
“But there are times when a man forgets everything but one thing.
I turned back before I had gone half a block. I followed her.
I cannot describe how I felt. All the way up Fifth Avenue from
Thirty-eighth Street I kept her in sight. I do not know how I had
the courage to go up and speak to her while she was passing St.
Patrick’s Cathedral. Something outside myself forced me to do it. I
was not myself. She let me walk with her. She let me walk back to
her door again with her.
“Some time I will put down where we went, the bench beside the
little lagoon with the swans where we sat, and all she said. I
remember everything perfectly. But I cannot write it down now.
“After I had told her good-night, I went back and did everything
we had done together, and recalled everything she had said. I sat
for over two hours on the bench where we had sat together. She told
me a great deal about herself, and I was right: she has not had a
very happy life. And she asked me about myself. I told her all she
asked. I told her about the book, and she said sometime she’d like
to read the extracts about her in it, and I said she could.
“It is beginning to be dawn. I am glad my window faces east. The
sky is pale golden. There is something about the dawn, something
sacred. It is like her; I cannot describe how.
“I cannot write any more. I will go out and take another walk until
breakfast. Perhaps I will go over to the East River. Yes, I will go
over to the East River and look at the boats. There is something
magnificent about boats.”
“Sunday, May 22.
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