The Certain Hour (Dizain des Poëtes)Cabell, James Branch
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The Certain Hour (Dizain des Poëtes)
Cabell, James Branch
Fantasy fiction; Short stories
And, "I believe," he replied, "that all this is actually happening. I
might have known fate meant to glut her taste for irony."
"But don't you see? You have only to marry anybody outside of the
higher nobility--and just as a makeshift----" She had drawn closer in
the urgency of her desire to help him. An infinite despair and mirth
as well was kindled by her nearness. And the man was insane and dimly
knew as much.
And so, "I see," he answered. "But, as it happens, I cannot marry any
woman, because I love a particular woman. At least, I suppose she
isn't anything but just a woman. That statement," he announced, "is a
formal tribute paid by what I call my intellect to what the vulgar call
the probabilities. The rest of me has no patience whatever with such
idiotic blasphemy."
She said, "I think I understand." And this surprised him, coming as it
did from her whom he had always supposed to be the fiancee of Lord
Brudenel's title and bank-account.
"And, well!"--he waved his hands--"either as tutor or as grand-duke,
this woman is unattainable, because she has been far too carefully
reared"--and here he frenziedly thought of that terrible matron whom,
as you know, he had irreverently likened to a crocodile--"either to
marry a pauper or to be contented with a left-handed alliance. And I
love her. And so"--he shrugged--"there is positively nothing left to
do save sit upon the ground and tell sad stories of the deaths of
kings."
She said, "Oh, and you mean it! You are speaking the plain truth!" A
change had come into her lovely face which would have made him think it
even lovelier had not that contingency been beyond conception.
And Mildred Claridge said, "It is not fair for dreamers such as you to
let a woman know just how he loves her. That is not wooing. It is
bullying."
His lips were making a variety of irrational noises. And he was near
to her. Also he realized that he had never known how close akin were
fear and joy, so close the two could mingle thus, and be quite
undistinguishable. And then repentance smote him.
"I am contemptible!" he groaned. "I had no right to trouble you with
my insanities. Indeed I had not ever meant to let you guess how mad I
was. But always I have evaded my responsibilities. So I remain Prince
Fribble to the last."
"Oh, but I knew, I have always known." She held her eyes away from
him. "And I wrote to Lord Brudenel only yesterday releasing him from
his engagement."
And now without uncertainty or haste Paul Vanderhoffen touched her
cheek and raised her face, so that he saw it plainly in the rising
twilight, and all its wealth of tenderness newborn. And what he saw
there frightened him.
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