Clergy -- England -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Families -- England -- Fiction
“And I must do something more. I think I must not even write to
you. While I am here I must have no connection with you. It would
be incomplete without that. One letter you must send me, when you
have thought this over, to say that you agree with me, if you can.
“And if you cannot? I must do it all the same.
“Do you remember telling me of Magda’s cry? That, too, tells me to
do it. I should be stunted, selfish, if I did not.
“Ah, Frank, my darling, be good to me. I long for you every day,
and it is going to be so awfully dreary without you.
“HELEN.
“I walked through the wood to-day where you set the hare free. I
shall walk there every day. And I looked at the geological map with
the ‘auriferous reef in it. Martin is here.”
The letter was not difficult to write, though the final determination to
write it was so hard that when it came to the paper and ink she sat long
with pen undipped, unable to begin. But the memory of the bewildered
misery in her father’s face that morning as he sat looking out of the
window in the Room had given her a real sense of responsibility towards
him. It was her business to find some anodyne for that. Perhaps the
proof before his eyes, kept there day after day and week after week,
that she wanted to do her best, might serve. Anyhow, at the moment it
had awakened his humanity and his fatherhood; his hand had reached to
her across the gulf; two puzzled, blind folk had clasped hands in the
darkness.
Nor was the waiting for Frank’s answer difficult,--she knew him so well.
And she was not disappointed here; the very brevity of the reply was
honey to her.
“DEAREST,--You must do as you must do. Magda says so, and so do I.
But I am rather low, though she tells me not to be.
“FRANK.”
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