Clergy -- England -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Families -- England -- Fiction
“Thanks, so much; but I am afraid I ought to get back to Chartries. I
said I would be back.”
Mr. Challoner waited till Helen was close to them.
“Perhaps if Helen adds her voice to mine,” he said.
He turned quickly and saw her. And there was no need of words, but once
more the three stood together, hands clasped. This time the vicar did
not go back alone to his empty room.
CHAPTER XIII
Martin was seated alone with Stella in the drawing-room of her mother’s
house, eating muffins, thoughtfully but rather rapidly, while she poured
out tea.
“Fancy,” he said, “it is only a week ago since--since the party at Lady
Sunningdale’s, since I knew.”
“Knew what?” asked Stella, quite unnecessarily.
“Ah, I only know one thing now. I think I have forgotten everything
else.”
“Say it then,” said she.
“That I love you? Are you not tired of hearing me say that yet?”
She smiled, brought him his tea, and sat on the arm of his chair.
“I can’t believe that a woman can ever be tired of hearing that, if the
right man says it. Oh, Martin, how lucky it was you, and that it was I!”
Martin put his teacup down, having drunk with amazing speed.
“Why, who else could it have been?” he said; “how could it have been
otherwise?”
“No, I suppose not. Yet you didn’t know, as you call it, for a long
time. Supposing you had gone on not knowing?”
He leaned back in his chair looking at her, his black eyes shining in
the firelight.
“And when I did know, I frightened you,” he said.
“Yes, a little. But I loved it. You see, I had never seen you really in
earnest before, except when you were playing. You always put everything
you had or were into that.”
“I know. That is what Karl Rusoff told me. He told me to experience all
I could, because it would all go to make me play. He calls it spiritual
alchemy, like when you put a plant in the earth and water it, the earth
and the water are somehow turned into the blossom of that plant while
another plant would turn them into a different flower. In fact, darling,
you are going to come out of the ends of my fingers, whereas if I were a
great Greek scholar you would become iambics.”
He looked at her and his smile deepened into gravity.
“Oh, Stella, Stella,” he said, “did the world ever hold anything like
you?”
She leaned back till her face was close to his and put her arm round his
neck.
“Yes, yes; do that with me!” she said, “absorb me, let me become part of
you. Indeed, I want no other existence at all. Do you know the Persian
legend, how the lover knocked at the door of his beloved, and the
beloved said, ‘Who is that?’ and he replied, ‘It is I.’ And the one
inside said, ‘There is not room for two.’ Then he went away again, and
came back after a year, and knocked again. And again from inside the
voice said, ‘Who is that?’ But this time he said, ‘It is thou.’ So the
door was opened and he went in.”
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