“I _will_ try and get up,” said Caroline, repentantly. “I wish mamma had
trained me to it when I was a child, as the Duchess of Kent trained the
princess! I might have learned to like it by this time.”
“Long before this,” said Constance. “Do you remember the good old
saying, ‘Do what you ought, that you may do what you like’? Habit is
second nature. Were I told that I might lie in bed every morning until
nine or ten o’clock, as a great favour, I should consider it a great
punishment.”
“But I have not been trained to get up, Miss Channing; and it is nothing
short of punishment to me to do so.”
“The punishment of self-denial we all have to bear, Caroline. But I can
tell you what will take away half its sting.”
“What?” asked Caroline, eagerly.
Constance bent towards her. “Jesus Christ said, ‘If any will come after
me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow me.’
When once we learn HOW to take it up cheerfully, bravely, for His sake,
looking to Him to be helped, the sting is gone. ‘No cross, no crown,’
you know, my children.”
“No cross, no crown!” Constance had sufficient cross to carry just
then. In the course of the morning Lady Augusta came into the room
boisterously, her manner indicative of great surprise.
“Miss Channing, what _is_ this tale, about your brother’s having been
arrested for stealing that missing bank-note? Some visitors have just
called in upon me, and they say the town is ringing with the news.”
It was one of the first of Constance Channing’s bitter pills; they were
to be her portion for many a day. Her heart fluttered, her cheek varied,
and her answer to Lady Augusta Yorke was low and timid.
“It is true that he was arrested yesterday on suspicion.”
“What a shocking thing! Is he in prison?”
“Oh no.”
“Did he take the note?”
The question pained Constance worse than all. “He did not take it,” she
replied, in a clear, soft tone. “To those who know Arthur well, it would
be impossible to think so.”
“But he was before the magistrates yesterday, I hear, and is going up
again to-day.”
“Yes, that is so.”
“And Roland could not open his lips to tell me of this when I came home
last night!” grumbled my lady. “We were late, and he was the only one
up; Gerald and Tod were in bed. I shall ask him why he did not. But,
Miss Channing, this must be a dreadful blow for you all?”
“It would be far worse, Lady Augusta, if we believed him guilty,” she
replied from her aching heart.
“Oh, dear! I hope he is not guilty!” continued my lady, displaying as
little delicacy of feeling as she could well do. “It would be quite a
dangerous thing, you know, for my Roland to be in the same office.”
“Be at ease, Lady Augusta,” returned Constance, with a tinge of irony
she could not wholly suppress. “Your son will incur no harm from the
companionship of Arthur.”
“What does Hamish say?--handsome Hamish! He does not deserve that such a
blow should come to him.”
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