Charles seized it to pull it open. It resisted his efforts. He tried to
shake it, but little came of that, for the gate was fastened firmly. Bit
by bit stole the conviction over his mind that he was locked in.
Then terror seized him. He was locked in the ghostly cloisters, close to
the graves of the dead; on the very spot where, as idle tales, went, the
monks of bygone ages came out of those recording stones under his feet,
and showed themselves at midnight. Not a step could he take, round the
cloisters, but his foot must press those stones. To be locked in the
cloisters had been nothing (from this point of view) for brave, grown,
sensible men, such as the bishop, Jenkins, and Ketch--and they had been
three in company, besides--but for many a boy it would have been a great
deal; and for Charles Channing it was awful.
That he was alone, he never doubted. He believed--as fully as belief, or
any other feeling could flash into his horrified mind--that Bywater had
decoyed him into the cloisters and left him there, in return for his
refusal to disclose what he knew of the suspicions bearing upon the
damaged surplice. All the dread terrors of his childhood rose up before
him. To say that he was mad in that moment might not be quite correct;
but it is certain that his mind was not perfectly sane. His whole body,
his face, his hair, grew damp in an instant, as of one in mortal agony,
and with a smothered cry, which was scarcely like that of a human being,
he turned and fled through the cloisters, in the vague hope of finding
the other gate open.
It may be difficult for some of you to understand this excessive terror,
albeit the situation was not a particularly desirable one. A college
boy, in these enlightened days, laughs at supernatural tales as the
delusions of ignorance in past ages; but for those who have had the
misfortune to be imbued in infancy with superstition, as was Charles
Channing, the terror still exists, college boys though they may be. He
could not have told (had he been collected enough to tell anything) what
his precise dread was, as he flew through the cloisters. None can do so,
at these moments. A sort of vampire rises in the mind, and they shrink
from it, though they see not what its exact nature may be; but it is a
vampire that can neither be faced nor borne.
Feeling as one about to die; feeling as if death, in that awful moment,
might be a boon, rather than the contrary, Charles sped down the east
quadrangle, and turned into the north. At the extremity of the north
side, forming the angle between it and the west, commenced the narrow
passage similar to the one he had just traversed, which led to the west
gate of entrance. A faint glimmering of the white flagged stones beyond
this gate, gave promise that it was open. A half-uttered sound of
thankfulness escaped him, and he sped on.
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