"’Well, perhaps I’m not quite so naturally truthful as you are, dear,’
she said. ’I do not like her myself, but why should we show it? It’s
so nice to be liked; and you never know when it may be to your advantage
to make a friend, and I’m sure it is never any good to make an enemy.
She might set some one against me whom I might really like. Besides,
the truth is this--I cannot help it. Whenever I see a person, male or
female, young or old, a distinct inclination comes over me to purr. I
want them to take notice of me, and stroke my back; so if they do not
start at once I’m obliged to rub softly against their feet, and let them
know I require a caress. I read a book once about the transmigration of
souls, or something of that kind, which said that people have been
animals once. It’s rather a funny idea! I like to fancy what each
person has passed through in a previous existence. I think I must have
died an untimely death as a kitten, and have to work out the rest of the
purring stage here.’
"’What do you think I looked like in the last stage?’ I asked.
"’Oh, I think you were a fawn, and it is that which makes you shun that
old spotted leopardess, so that you feel inclined to retire into the
next cover, you poor little timid thing, hiding away even from your
husband!’
"’Why, you don’t think I’m afraid of him,’ I asked, ’do you?’
"’Well, how can I tell? If I had a husband I rather fancy I should be
wanting to have him handy. Wouldn’t I just make him wild about me! Of
course I know how you feel, and the way he has acted. No doubt you are
quite right; but I should want to make him sorry that he couldn’t take
me in his arms; and shouldn’t I just make him jealous! Look at your
position. Don’t I wish that I had your chances! He can’t come unless
you let him, so you can do as you please; ask a lot of nice people to
the house, and enjoy yourself. I should flirt a little perhaps! It’s
wrong; but you know I don’t set up to be good, and I’m certain it would
be impossible for me to resist the temptation. Then I’d take care to
let him know all about it. Yes, dear, that would be the way to punish
him--drive him mad with jealousy! You may be quite certain that he
manages to find out all about your doings, and I call it just pampering
him the way you go on. He knows you’re quite safe, no doubt. Mr.
Sydney’s gone to India; you are shut up with your father and your
school-friend, while he is free to enjoy himself, and knows that one day
he will be forgiven, and can well afford to wait.’
"’He is quite mistaken if he thinks that, I can tell you!’ I answered
rather angrily, being annoyed with the way she had put the case.
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