"It lay upon the bed, the hands folded, the head raised as though in
sleep upon the pillow. The eyes were closed. Never in life had that
face looked so noble as it now appeared in death. The lines of thought,
of passion, of pain were gone: the expression of the mouth was that of a
contented child. There was no smile on the lips; nor have I ever seen,
nor should I like to see, that smile which we so often read of on the
face of the dead. When the spirit goes away and leaves the body, the
features no longer under control fall back into the natural position of
perfect rest, which is only partially noticeable during the sleep of
grown-up people, but sometimes perfectly represented during the same
condition in childhood. I have seen a dead child, that, save for the
whiteness of the skin and lips, showed no change of expression other
than that which I had often noticed during slumber.
"As Vera looked upon her dead lover, the spirit of life, which is the
spirit of true love, was for the first time born in her heart. The
Angel of Death was to her, as to so many, the winged messenger of God
bearing the germ of eternity. As some fair blossom, differing not in
appearance from others, that have already been made fruitful, will for
some reason remain long barren, so many natures linger here, fair it may
be in form, but missing the pollen of fruition. To some it is borne by
the fairy butterfly of love; to others only by the death’s-head moth of
suffering. Some, as the barren flowers, fall and die, having, perhaps,
made the earth more beautiful by their presence, yet leaving no fruit.
Their harvest-time is yet to come, but under other circumstances and
beneath other skies.
"It did not occur to Vera, as she bent over the dead man, that he had
died to save her. She thought that an accident had separated them; that
God, in His anger, had punished their sin.
"’Oh! that I might have died instead of you!’ she murmured. ’Oh, God!
it was my sin--not his--my fault. Why did you spare me and slay him?’
"Could she have looked upon the picture of herself there would have been
no reason for answer; fear, anguish, and desolation were written on her
face--what a contrast to the peaceful expression of the dead! Her eyes
were strained with weeping, her swollen throat ached so that she could
scarcely speak, and though she stood barefooted, and with only her thin
night garment to cover her, yet every limb burned as though with fever.
Her beautiful hair hung in tangled tresses down her back, and waved in
wild disorder round her forehead and neck. As she knelt upon the bed
and kissed the dear dead face, she seemed almost to cover the body with
a pall of golden silk.
"’I want you, Albert,’ she whispered. ’Oh! come back--come back, my
love, my love!’ And when she had said this she fainted.
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