On the prospect of this doubtful income they married, and the first two
years of their lives were passed happily. But soon after the birth of
their child, Harry Stanford broke down in health. He had worked too
hard. Then the bitter struggle began: piece by piece the furniture had
to be sold to buy food, and when he died his wife found herself once
more penniless, and debarred now from any chance of earning a living as
she had formerly done, by reason of her new tie. Still, as long as her
strength lasted she had struggled bravely against poverty and
misfortune.
"’It is not,’ she said, looking up at Agnes’ face, ’that I fear to die.
It would be so sweet to lie down and rest--to know that all trouble and
pain were over, and that I could go to my husband! But he has left me
this little one, the baby he loved so dearly and was so proud of. What
will become of her when I go to him? What will he say--our child--our
child! With no one to love or care for her--it is terrible!’
"And the poor woman broke into a paroxysm of weeping.
"’I cannot die,’ she sobbed, ’I cannot! Oh God! I see her growing up
without love--people are cruel to her, and day by day, as she gets
older, she will miss more the care of a mother’s watchfulness. If
anything should happen--if she should sink down through despair into the
depth of sin and misery! I cannot leave her!’
"’Do not distress yourself, dear,’ Agnes said; ’I will try and take your
place when you are gone--will try to be a mother to your little one.
Give her to me--let me take her in my arms.’ She took the little one
from its mother, and the child came not unwillingly. ’There, you see,’
she continued, ’the child trusts me--will you?’
"When the mother heard and understood, the drawn look of anxious pain
passed from her face, and a radiant light of rest and peace took its
place.
"’Do you mean it?’ she cried. ’Will you indeed take charge of my love,
my baby, when I am gone? Oh! you don’t know, you cannot imagine what joy
you have given me! Trust you! Yes, indeed, no one can look into your
eyes and see you touch the child and not know that you can love; and you
are sure to love her, the darling! But how can I thank you--it is too
good to be true.’
"Though the child was getting near the age when children so often
develop shyness, she nestled up and clung to Agnes as though she
recognized her touch. The little thing looked up into the sweet face
bending over her, and seemed to find there something familiar. It put
its baby hands to her cheeks and stroked them, then crowed and laughed
with pleasure.
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