"Time passed very quickly, there was so much to do. I was trained to
perfect my body as well as my spirit, and to bring every faculty into
obedience to my will. At last I was admitted as priestess to the
temple, and then for the first time my spirit was allowed to go free,
and to commune with the other spirits which surround us. But though
increasing day by day in power, I knew as yet nothing of the past. For
some time I was not allowed to go forth alone, but one day it was
decided that I should have no companion, but go whither I would and
learn whatsoever I desired. And I desired greatly to know of my past,
and what was the mysterious bond which bound me to the man I love. Then
was my history revealed. And it came to pass that after the visions, so
great was my humiliation, so fearful did it seem to go back and face one
who had thus loved me and whom I had so grievously wronged, that my
soul, dreading to return to the body, waited: still longing for the
sight of the beloved, while ashamed to meet him. Then a spirit, more
beautiful than any I had yet seen, came near to me, and its thought
passed to me in this wise:
"’Dost thou not know, frail spirit, who hath been permitted to visit the
unseen world even though thy body is still on earth, that if thou
tarriest here much longer, the earthly form will perish, and it will be
impossible for thee to finish thy work on earth save in some future
state?’
"And I answered, ’It is even so, yet dare I not return and meet one who
has been deeply wronged by me in the past.’
"Then the spirit spoke again. ’Yet he whom thou hast wronged hath borne
with thee all these many years, and hath not grown weary of his love.
Why shouldest thou fear even now when the past is over? Wouldest thou
then desire once more to be born again and bring to him even this
further pain? Hath he not waited long for thee in patience, and wilt
thou at the moment of fulfilment cause him the needless suffering of
hope delayed? Forget thyself, child of earth, and think only of the
sorrow that such an action would cause. What is thy humiliation? Tarry
not, but walk bravely in the path of duty.’
"Then seeing that selfishness was still holding me back, I came in haste
to the temple. It was night, and I knew that days had passed by since
my spirit had left its body entranced. Might it not even now be too
late to return? I looked down. The light of the moon fell softly
through the trellis-work of the arches. A delicate strain of music
passed with me as I moved, but from below only the soft plash of the
fountain disturbed the silence of earth. I saw the body my spirit had
so long forsaken still reclining upon the cushions which had been laid
over the mosaic floor. Was I too late? Had the trance stage passed on
to death?
"Kneeling over my prostrate form I could distinguish the figure of a
man, and knew that my lover still watched and waited. Otherwise the
temple was deserted. Then I heard Alan speak.
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