“That the woman you attacked was worthy, was a mere chance. For all you
knew and hoped she was the worst of her sex. And for this I was thrown
aside. I will be frank with you, my Lord. It wounded my pride and I
thought ’twas my heart but could not tell. You have offered yourself to
another and was rejected— Why should I spare you now? And yet,
remembering the past,—indeed I scarce could tell. I was resolved
therefore that I would see you and hear your protestations that I might
judge whether ’twas the one or the other. I know at last. My pride was
hurt, but never my heart.”
He gazed at her transfixed. ’Twas the first time in his life he had seen
the lady in earnest. It could not but appear extraordinary to him that a
creature so airy, so sparkling—let us say so trifling, should now
assume a superiority he must needs acknowledge. His silence gave her the
final opportunity, and she spoke once more.
“So my Lord, we part. We shall meet often, but yet we part for ever. I
thank you that you showed me what you really was, for I have now nothing
to regret. I am saved from an unhappy marriage. You are no respecter of
women, and deserve my scorn.”
He summoned himself for the defensive. The lady must not carry off all
the honours of war from my Lord Baltimore.
“My dear creature—what is there to respect in them, I ask your
sincerity? Here’s yourself has trained me on to make a declaration that
you might quote to the town that I was at your feet and you spurned me.
Indeed I have not much cause to honour your sex.”
“Fear not. I shall not quote it to the town, my Lord, for I don’t feel
it a distinction,”—says the lady coolly. “I would not have it known
that the Grand Bashaw believed he might throw me the handkerchief when
another had refused to stoop for it. No,—the comedy we have played is
over—here is the epilogue. You may find a slave, but never a wife, and
your contempt of my sex shows an ignorance that deserves no better.
There are few women but might despise you if they knew your worth and
their own.”
She rose, performed a magnificent curtsey and left her Adam to an
Eve-less Paradise.
Rage and unbelief struggled in my Lord Baltimore’s mind. Rejected a
second time and where most he thought himself secure! It appeared an
evil dream from which he must presently waken though the lights shone
and music filled the air and the faces of men and women known to him
passed the retreat where he sat alone in a very fever of thoughts he
never supposed possible for his triumphant self. Sooner than be
remarked, he rose presently and went out into the near dancing room
where the first to catch his eye was my Lady Fanny with his master the
Prince of Wales.
The Prince laughed heartily in answer to somewhat she said, and my Lord
could hear his words:—
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