“’Tis very hard,” agrees Diana sadly. “Indeed, Madam, love and trust are
all my thought and to make his life more cheerful. As to marriage ’tis
not to be thought on, and if I know my own heart, I may well bear
censure. But once more I entreat your Grace to tell me before I go and
the last step is taken, is it truly for his good? For, if you hesitate,
I will not do it, though it cost me my life to refuse him. If I injure
him I am undone indeed.”
The Duchess for the first time put her arms about her and drew her to
her embrace.
“My dear,” says she, “if you desert him I know not where he shall turn.
’Twill break his heart. And this I would say for yourself. Let us
suppose (though I believe it not) that like all men he is inconstant and
leaves you for another, yet may you yourself be faithful, and looking
back remember with joy that when he asked for mercy you withheld nothing
but gave all. On that record, and knowing that it wrongs his wife in
nothing, you need not fear to face either life or death. It may bring
you sorrow, but I think no shame that need trouble you.”
This she said with a certain solemnity of bearing—Diana looking up with
awe. They clasped hands and she replied very simply:
“I thank your Grace. I will do my part whatever may chance. I have no
words for your goodness and condescension to one so far beneath you, but
my life shall be answerable to your expectations.”
She went downstairs alone and entered the chair that should take her to
her new life, the Duchess remaining lost in thought.
’Twas an ardent lover indeed that met his love in Pall Mall, that
commanded his servants to obey her as though she was the Duchess
herself, that surrounded her with such indulgences as might befit a
princess. And thus the step was took and she entered upon her new life.
’Twas marked by a strange circumstance, for on her reaching the house,
her woman put a small box in her hand most carefully folded and sealed
with the Bolton arms, and on Diana opening it alone, what must she
discover within but a cross of brilliants, beautiful as that which
adorned the gifted Mr. Pope’s Belinda. Indeed when she put it about her
neck and so descended to Bolton, he gazed on her enraptured and quoted
with delight the celebrated lines:
“On her fair breast a sparkling cross she wore
Which Jews might kiss and infidels adore.”
adding—
“Who gave it to my love?”
“Was it not you?”—says she in quick alarm— “’Twas in a box and I
thought it one of your numberless generous gifts.”
He shook his head smiling—
“Some less happy adorer. My girl shan’t wear it until we know its
history.”
He sent for the wrappings and she stood at his shoulder to see.
Presently he looked up gravely—
“I know the sender. You shall wear it. ’Twas a generous motion.”
“May I know, your Grace!”
“Better not,” he says sighing. “’Twas a lady of my family, Di, I say no
more.”
She also said no more, but claspt her hand about the cross.
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