“Lord Hervey?” asked the Duchess. “No—I meant not him, though I think
him a devoted servant. ’Tis Bolton you would say. A great and gallant
gentleman, and not a day passes but I swear at Fortune that tied him to
that toad of a woman and he scarce more than a child when ’twas done.
You also respect him, Fanny? I like you the better for it.”
“I love him,” says the lady, softly beating time with her fan to the
music.
“As how?” the Duchess swept one of her rapier glances at her.
“As I need not be ashamed to tell you nor all the world, Madam. As a
true friend—faithful and kind. If I could see Bolton content and happy
with a deserving woman I’d mark the day with a white stone in my
calendar.”
“Why, so would I! I did not think any woman but myself had plumbed his
deeps. I sometimes think that excepting my poor Queensbury, he’s the
only man I know that in this gross age hath any respect or tenderness
for women. Fanny, I knew one like him when I was a child—I have sat on
his knee! And when I was a girl of fourteen I would tell Mary Granville
and all my cousins, “I have seen the man I would marry, and if he’ll
wait two years more I’m at his service. I have not since seen his
like—unless ’tis Bolton.”
“Who was he, Kitty?” says Lady Fanny softly.
“Colonel Harry Esmond—and ’tis a long story, too long for a minuet. But
he was the true Marquis of Esmond and—No, the story’s too long. But the
man himself—I dreamt of him as a girl. Dark, noble, with manners that
did but reflect his mind, wise but with a kind of gentle humour that
played upon the surface as sunlight upon the sea. Tender, and courteous
to all women, young or old, high upon the point of honour, brave, proud
so that none dare take a liberty with him more than with the King at his
coronation.— O Fanny—there was none like him! He went to the American
colonies—I think ’twas Virginia,—in 1715—but I treasure a little
letter I had once from him and when I think of truth and honour I think
of Colonel Esmond, who was old enough almost to be my father though I
worshipt him as a girl does and forget him never.”
Her beautiful eyes grew large and dark with thought. The minuet,—the
white and gold walls lifted and dispersed like dreams. She saw the hero
of her youth— Had he waited, had he understood, she had perhaps had a
different life. So she dreamt, foolishly and fondly as women will.
Lady Fanny’s voice recalled her.
“I saw him once,” she said. “The Carterets knew him well. But I was too
young. Duchess, in talking t’other day with Bolton I said I wished he
might find a woman with all the virtues and graces that should fill his
sore and lonely heart. Was I wrong? Do you blame me to turn an advocate
for—what shall I call it?”
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