The Chautauquan, Vol. 04, December 1883Chautauqua Literary and Scientific Circle
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The Chautauquan, Vol. 04, December 1883
Chautauqua Literary and Scientific Circle
Chautauqua Institution -- Periodicals; Chautauqua Literary and Scientific Circle -- Periodicals
DR. VINCENT: Dr. Wilkinson, in his address the other day, made reference
to the fact that I myself had never enjoyed college opportunities. I did
enjoy the very best academic opportunities up to the time that I should
have entered college, but circumstances, which seemed very much like
Providence, interposed at that crisis in my life, where the question was
settled by three contingencies. I suffered from a bronchial affection,
and my friends regarded me in great peril physically. I submitted three
questions to three men after serious thought and earnest prayer, and
resolved to be governed by the decision of the three men if they should
decide in the same line. To one, an able scholar and a most efficient
preacher, and a man occupying a high position in the church, I submitted
the question of my intellectual fitness, and gave him a long account
of my intellectual history. To another man, my father, I submitted the
financial part of the business. That was a question that he alone could
settle. To a distinguished physician, one of the ablest in New York
City, I submitted the question of my physical health. Now, said I, if
these three men combine in their decision, I shall consider the question
settled in that way. If they differ, I shall consider it still open. The
decision of all three was quite in a given line, and I entered very soon
into the active ministry.
The fact that I lacked the _prestige_ of the college was humiliating to
me to the last degree. It made me morbid for years. I was too honest to
impose on people, and therefore too likely to betray myself where no
good could come of it, and where there was no necessity of it. But my
humiliation led me to do this thing: To turn my theological studies and
the preparation of sermons into means of mental discipline; to acquire
the habit of laying hold of a subject, and of holding on to it, and
persisting in holding on to it until I could master it, so that if I did
not have more than a smattering (and I did have a smattering of Greek and
Latin and Hebrew to begin with), I would have the discipline of thinking
on subjects and of tearing them open on my own account. I tried to do
that through all the years of my active ministry.
I drew up for myself a sort of C. L. S. C. thirty years ago, and took
glimpses of all that the boy examines in college, so that the C. L. S.
C. of to-day developed out of it, and different as it may be, it is
the result of bitter experience and immense effort, so far as I was
personally concerned.
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