“I know you do,” said Miss Ross, and her face was lovely when she
smiled. “I know exactly what you feel like. When you get up in the
morning you feel the whole day is not long enough for all you mean
to do in it, the whole world is your playground. And when you glow
after the cold bath there is nothing you don’t feel ready for, from
wittling a stick, to building an empire. And you’re downstairs and
out early, and ‘away to the meadows, the meadows again,’ with your
rod and your line, and your bait at your belt, and your family see no
more of you till dinner-time.”
The children gave a deep breath, for this made them think of
water-meadows and minnow-fishing, marsh-marigolds in golden clumps,
and deep, clear runlets.
“This is the fun of being young,” said Miss Ross, “prize it.”
“And what is the fun of being old?” asked Bimbo.
“Many people have asked that before you, but all those who see the
right aspects of youth may be trusted, I think, to grow old properly.
Good taste is the highest degree of sensibility. And nowhere so
clearly as in growing old, is good taste more subtly evidenced.
“The great thing is to feel. Let every bit of you be alive, even
though you may suffer. The only sin is indifference.”
“Is it people’s fault when they are indifferent, or can’t they help
it?” asked Clare.
“Oh, there are folk who will close their eyes and sit in the very
market-place of the universe, with their fingers in their ears.”
“Then a bullock runs into them, I suppose,” said Bim; “and they pick
themselves up from the dust, saying, ‘What have I done to deserve
it?’”
“Yes,” added Clare, “or they will say, ‘See, we were promised music
to dance to, and where are the sweet strains?’”
All the older children would have shrunk from an allusion to the
great grief of which the beautiful face before them bore so deep an
impress, but one of the younger ones said:
“I’m so surprised that you, who are so sad to look at, should have
such nice laughing eyes all the same when you speak, and seem so
ready to be amused.”
Miss Ross did not answer immediately, her lips framed some words.
Only Clare who was nearest to her heard them, for she was speaking to
herself:
“And even yet I dare not let it languish,
Dare not indulge in memory’s rapturous pain,
Once drinking deep of that divinest anguish,
How could I seek the empty world again?”
But aloud, she said to the little child who had spoken: “Sorrow
and gladness are close together, the more you have it in your
nature to suffer, the more thoroughly you can enjoy. And these two
things, suffering and gladness, mean a full comprehension of life.
The psalmist says, ‘_Grant me understanding, and I shall live_’ and
understanding means the spirit that makes us accept our joys, our
duties, and our sorrows; deliberately adjusting ourselves to them,
giving them their place.
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