Family life -- Juvenile fiction; Voyages and travels -- Juvenile fiction
Should he give everything up--his mother, his brother, the happy, happy
life that seemed so near--and go back to the old and dreadful fate?
Should he show in this way that he loved Christ more than his mother?
Was this the kind of sacrifice that Christ demanded at his hands? And
oh! how Joe did love his mother! All the cruel, hard, weary of his
captivity, his mother had lived green and fresh in his heart. Many and
many a night had he wet his wretched pillow with the thought of how
once he had lain in that mother's arms, and she had petted him and
showered love upon him. The memory of her face, of her love, of her
devotion, had kept him from doing the wrong things which the other boys
in the company had done; and now, when he might so soon see her, must
he give her up? He knew that if he once got back to his old master he
would take good care to keep him from running away again; if he put
himself at four o'clock in the morning into Anton's hands, _it would be
for life_. He might, when he was quite old and broken down by misery
and hardship, return to France; but what use would it be to him then,
when he had only his mother's grave to visit? He could escape all that;
he could go back to the Pyrenees; he could see his mother's face once
more. How? Simply by taking from Cecile a little piece of paper; by
taking it from her frock as she slept. And, after all, was this paper a
matter of life and death? Was it worth destroying the entire happiness
of a life? for Cecile might never find Lovedy. It was only a dream of
the little girl's, that Lovedy waited for her in the Pyrenees; there
might be no English girl hiding there! and even if there was, did she
want that forty pounds so badly? Must he sacrifice his whole life for
the sake of that forty pounds? Was it not a sacrifice too hard to
expect of any boy? True, he had given his word! he had told Cecile that
he would rather be cut in little bits than touch her purse of gold.
Yes, yes; but this lifelong suffering was worse than being cut in
pieces. "He that loveth father or mother more than Me, is not worthy of
Me." How could he love this unknown Christ better than the mother from
whom he had been parted for seven long years?
After a time, worn out with his emotion, he dropped asleep. He had
thought to stay awake all night; but before the village clock had again
struck one, his head was dropped on his hands and he was sound asleep.
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