"I regret to hear you say that," said Count Paul, seriously. "A woman
should not live alone, especially a woman who is young and beautiful,
and--and who has money."
Sylvia shook her head. She was angry--more hurt and angry than she had
ever felt before in her life. She told herself passionately that the
Comte de Virieu was refusing that which had not been offered to him.
"You are very kind," she answered, lightly. "But I have managed very
well up to now, and I think I shall go on managing very well. You need
not trouble yourself about the matter, Count Paul. Mr. Chester and I
thoroughly understand one another--" She waited, and gently she added,
"I wish I could understand you--"
"I wish I understood myself," he said sombrely. "But there is one thing
that I believe myself incapable of doing. Whatever my feeling, nay,
whatever my love, for a woman, I would never do so infamous a thing as to
try and persuade her to join her life to mine. I know too well to what I
should be exposing her--to what possible misery, nay, to what probable
degradation! After all, a man is free to go to the devil alone--but he
has no right to drag a woman there with him!"
His voice had sunk to a hoarse whisper, and he was gazing into Sylvia's
pale face with an anguished look of questioning and of pleading pain.
"I think that is true, Count Paul." Sylvia heard herself uttering gently,
composedly, the words which meant at once so much and so little to them
both. "It is a pity that all men do not feel about this as you do," she
concluded mechanically.
"I felt sure you would agree with me," he answered slowly.
"Ought we not to be going back to the villa? I am expecting Mr. Chester
to lunch, and though I know it is quite early, he has got into the way,
these last few days, of coming early."
Her words stung him in his turn.
"Stop!" he said roughly. "Do not go yet, Mrs. Bailey." He muttered
between his teeth, "Mr. Chester's turn will come!" And then aloud, "Is
this to be the end of everything--the end of our--our friendship? I shall
leave Lacville to-night for I do not care to stay on here after you have
taunted me with having come back to see you!"
Sylvia gave a little cry of protest.
"How unkind you are, Count Paul!" She still tried to speak lightly, but
the tears were now rolling down her cheeks--and then in a moment she
found herself in Paul de Virieu's arms. She felt his heart beating
against her breast.
"Oh, my darling!" he whispered brokenly, in French, "my darling, how I
love you!"
"But if you love me," she said piteously, "what does anything else
matter?"
Her hand had sought his hand. He grasped it for a moment and then let it
go.
"It is because I love you--because I love you more than I love myself
that I give you up," he said, but, being human, he did not give her up
there and then. Instead, he drew her closer to him, and his lips sought
and found her sweet, tremulous mouth.
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