“God pity him!” thought John. “If he only knew what has happened!”
Going back to his cell, he began to think of Glory. By the broken
links of memory he remembered for the first time, since coming into the
monastery, the condition of insecurity in which he had left her. How
uncertain her position at the hospital, how perilous her relations with
her friend!
The last prayer of the day for the brothers of the Gethsemane was the
prayer before the crucifix by the side of the bed: “Thanks be to God for
giving me the trials of this day!” To this he added another petition:
“And bless and protect her wheresoever she may be!”
He ceased to frequent the tower after that, and did not go up to it
again until the morning of the day on which he was to make his vows. By
this time his soul had spent itself so prodigally in prayer that he
had almost begun to regard himself as one already in another world. The
morning was clear and frosty, and he could see that something unusual
was taking place on the earth below. Traffic was stopped, the open
spaces were crowded, and processions were passing through the streets
with bands of music playing and banners flying. Then he remembered what
day it was--it was Lord Mayor's Day, the 9th of November--and once again
he thought of Glory. She would be there, for her heart was light and she
loved the world and all its scenes of gaiety and splendour.
It was the day of his final preparation, and he was under the rule of
silence, so he returned to his cell and shut the door. But he could not
shut out the sounds of the streets. All day long the bands were playing
and the horses prancing, and there was the tramp of many feet. And even
in the last hour before the ceremony, when he was on his knees in front
of the crucifix and the palms of his hands were pressed against his
face, he could see the gay spectacle and the surging throngs--the men,
the women, the children in every window, on every parapet, and Glory in
the midst of them with her laughing lips and her sparkling eyes.
Night brought peace with it at length, and then the bell rang and he
went down to service. The brothers were waiting for him in the hall, and
they formed into line and passed into the church: first, Brother Andrew
with the cross, then Brother Paul with the incense, and the other lay
brothers with the candles, then the religious in their cassocks, and the
Superior in his cope, and John Storm last of all.
The altar was decorated as for a feast, and the service was strange
but solemn. John had drawn up in writing a promise of stability and
obedience, and this he placed with his own hand on the altar. Down to
that moment he had worn his costume as a secular priest, but now he was
to be robed in the habit of the Order.
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