“But perhaps the mischief lies deeper down; and though I'm not going to
cut my hair and wear a waistcoat and stand up for the equal rights of
the sexes, I feel at this moment that if I were only a man I should be
the happiest woman in the world, God bless me! Not that I am afraid of
London, not I indeed; and to show you how I long to take a header into
its turbulent tides, I hereby warn and apprize and notify you that
perhaps I may use my week's holiday to find a more congenial employment
than that of deputy White Owl at the hospital. I am not in my right
place yet, Aunt Anna, notwithstanding, so look out for revelations! 'To
be or not to be? that is the question.' Just say the word and I'll
leave it to Providence, which is always a convenient legatee, and in any
case--but wait, only wait and see what a week will bring forth!
“Greet the island for me to the inmost core of its being. The dear
little 'oilan!' Now that I am so far away, I go over it in my mind's
eye with the idiotic affection of a mother who knows every inch of her
baby's body and would like to gobble it. The leaves must be down by this
time, and there can be nothing on the bare boughs but the empty nests
where the little birdies used to woo and sing. My love to them and three
tremendous kisses for yourselves!
“Glory.
“P.S.--Oh, haven't I given you the 'newses' about John Storm? There are
so many things to think about in a place like London, you see. Yes, he
has gone into a monastery--communication cut off--wires broken down by
the 'storm,' etc. Soberly, he has gone for good seemingly, and to talk
of it lightly is like picking a penny out of a blind man's hat. Of
course, it was only to be expected that a man with an upper lip like
that should come to grief with all those married old maids and elderly
women of the opposite sex. Canons to right of him, canons to left of
him, canons in front of him--but rumour says it was John himself who
volleyed and thundered. He wrote me a letter when he was on the point
of going, saying how London had shocked and disappointed him, and how
he longed to escape from it and from himself at the same time, that he
might dedicate his life to God. It was right and true, no doubt; but
wherefore could not I pronounce Amen? He also mentioned something about
myself, how much I had been to him; for he had never known his mother,
and had never had a sister, and could never have a wife. All which was
excellent, but a mere woman like Glory doesn't want to read that sort of
thing in a letter, and would rather have five minutes of John Storm the
man than a whole eternity of John Storm the saint. His letter made me
think of Christian on his way to the eternal city; but that person
has always seemed to me a doubtful sort of hero anyway, taking Mrs.
Christian into account and the various little Christians, and I can't
pity him a pin about his bundle, for he might just as well have left
behind him what he couldn't enjoy of God's providence himself.
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