man--but wait, only wait, good people!”
V.
John Storm had made one other friend at Bishopsgate Street--the dog of
the monastery. It was a half-bred bloodhound, and nobody seemed to know
whence he came and why he was there. He was a huge, ungainly, and most
forbidding creature, and partly for that reason, but chiefly because it
was against rule to fix the affections on earthly things, the brothers
rarely caressed him. Unnoticed and unheeded, he slept in the house by
day and prowled through the court by night, and had hardly ever been
known to go out into the streets. He was the strictest monk in the
monastery, for he eyed every stranger as if he had been Satan himself,
and howled at all music except the singing in the church.
On seeing John for the first time, he broadened his big flews and
stiffened his thick stern, according to his wont with all intruders,
but in this instance the intruder was not afraid. John patted him on the
peaked head and rubbed him on the broad nose, then opened his mouth and
examined his teeth, and finally turned him on his back and tickled his
chest, and they were fast friends and comrades forever after.
Some weeks after the dedication they were in the courtyard together, and
the dog was pitching and plunging and uttering deep bays which echoed
between the walls like thunder at play. It was the hour of morning
recreation, between Terce and Sext, and the religious were lolling about
and talking, and one lay brother was sweeping up the leaves that had
fallen from the tree, for the winter had come and the branches were
bare. The lay brother was Brother Paul, and he made sidelong looks at
John, but kept his head down and went on with his work without speaking.
One by one the brothers went back to the house, and John made ready
to follow them, but Paul put himself in his way. He was thinner
than before, and his eyes were red and his respiration difficult.
Nevertheless, he smiled in a childlike way, and began to talk of the
dog. What life there was in the old creature still! and nobody had
known, there was so much play in it.
“You are not feeling so well, are you?” said John.
“Not quite so well,” he answered.
“The day is cold, and this penance is too much for you.”
“No, it's not that. I asked for it, you know, and I like it. It's
something else. To tell you the truth, I'm very foolish in some ways.
When I've got anything on my mind I'm always thinking. Day and night
it's the same with me, and even work----”
His breathing was audible, but he tried to laugh.
“Do you know what it is this time? It's what you said on the roof on the
night of the vows, you remember. What you didn't say, I mean--and
that's just the trouble. It was wrong to talk of the world without
great necessity, but if you had been able to say 'Yes' when I asked if
everybody was well you would have done it, wouldn't you?”
“We'll not talk of that now,” said John.
“No, it would be the same fault as before. Still----”
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