“It is New Year's Eve to-day, and nearly nine months since I came up to
London. _Tempus fugit!_ In fact _tempus_ is _fugit_-ing most fearfully,
considering that I am twenty-one on Sunday next, you know, and that I
haven't begun to do anything really. The snowdrops must be making a peep
at Glenfaba by this time, and Aunt Rachel will be cutting slips of the
rose trees and putting them in pots. Yandher place must he _urromassy_
[* Out of mercy.] nice though, with snow on the roof and the sloping
lawn, and the windows glistening with frost--just like a girl in her
confirmation veil as she stands hack to look at herself in the glass.
I intend to see the New Year in this time on the outside of St. Paul's
Cathedral, where people congregate in thousands as twelve o'clock
approaches to carry on the beautiful fiction that there is still only
one clock in London, and they have to hold their noses in the air to
watch for the moment when it is going to strike. But in the midst of the
light and life of this splendid city I know my heart will go back with
a tender twinge to the little dark streets on the edge of the sea, where
the Methodist choirs will be singing, 'Hail, smiling morn,' preparatory
to coffee and currant cake.
“Who will be your 'first foot' this year, I wonder? It was John Storm
last year, you remember, and being as dark as a gipsy, he made a
perfect _qualtagh_. [* Manx for “first foot.”] And how we laughed when,
disguised in the snow that was falling at the time, he pretended to be
a beggar and came in just as grandfather was reading the bit about the
Good Shepherd, and how he loved his lambs--and then I found him out! Ah
me!
“I am looking perfectly dazzling in a new hat to-day, having been going
about hitherto in one of those little frights that used to be cocked up
on the top of your hair like a hen on a cornstack. But now I am carrying
about the Prince of Wales's feathers, and if he could only see me
himself in them!----
“You see what a scatter-brained creature I am! Leaving the hospital has
made me grow so much younger every day that I am almost afraid I may
come to contemplate short frocks. But really it's the first time I've
looked nice for an eternity, and now I entirely retract and repent me of
all I said about wishing to be a man. Being a girl, I'll put up with it,
and if all the old mushroom says on that head also is true---- But then
men are such funny things, bless them! Glory.
“P.S.--No word from John Storm yet. Apparently he never thinks of us
now--of me at all events--and I suppose he has resigned himself and
taken the vows. That's one kind of religion, I dare say, but I can't
understand it; and I don't know how a dog, even, can be nailed up to a
wall and not go mad. In the night lying in bed I sometimes think of
him. A dark cell, a bench for a bed, a crucifix, and no other furniture,
praying with trembling limbs and chattering teeth--No; such things are
too high for me; I can not reach to them.
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