They had reached the topmost story, and the Father had paused to recover
breath. “This cell to the right,” said he, “is occupied by a lay brother
who was tempted by the Evil One to a grievous act of disobedience, and
the wrath of God has fallen on him. But Satan has overreached himself
for once, and by that very act grace has triumphed. Not a member of our
community rejoices more in the blessed sacrament, and when I place the
body of our Lord----”
“May we go in to him?”
“Certainly; he is dying of lung disease, but you shall see with what
patience he possesses his soul.”
Brother Paul was sitting before a small fire in an arm-chair padded
with pillows, holding in his dried-up hands a heavy crucifix which was
suspended from his heck.
“How lightsome and cosy we are up here!” said the Bishop. “A long way
up, certainly, but no doubt you get everything you require.”
“Everything,” said Paul.
“I dare say the brothers are very good to you--they usually are so to
the weak and ailing in a monastery.”
“Too good, my lord.”
“Of course you see a doctor occasionally?”
“Three times a week, and if he would only let me escape from an evil and
troublesome world----”
“Hush! It's not right to talk like that, my son. Whatever happens, it is
our duty to live, you know.”
“I've lost all there was to live for, and besides----”
“Then there is nothing you wish for?” said the Bishop.
“Nothing but death,” said Paul, and lifting the crucifix he carried it
to his lips.
“Thank God we are born to die!” said the Bishop, and they stepped back
to the corridor and closed the door.
“This next cell,” said the Father, “is occupied by such a one as you
were thinking of--one who was born to possess the world and to achieve
its sounding triumphs, but----”
“Has he given it up entirely?”
“Entirely.”
“Is he young?”
“Quite young, and he has left the world, not as Augustine did, after
learning by bitter experience the deceitfulness of sin----”
“Then why is he here?”
“He can not trust himself yet. He feels the inward strivings and
struggles of our rebellious nature and----”
“Then his solitude and silence are voluntary?”
“Now they are. See,” said the Father, and stooping to the floor he
picked up a key that lay at his feet.
“What does that mean?”
“He locks himself in and pushes the key under the door.”
When they entered the cell John Storm was standing by the window in a
stream of morning sunlight, looking out on the world below with fixed
and yearning eyes.
“This is our Visitor,” said the Father. “The rule of silence is relaxed
in his case.”
“Have I not seen you before?” said the Bishop.
“I think not, Father,” said John.
“What is your name, and where did you live before you came here?”
John told him.
“Then I have both seen and heard you. But I perceive that the world has
gone on a little since you left it--your canon is an archdeacon now, and
one of the chaplains to the Queen as well. How long have you been in the
Brotherhood?”
“Since the 14th of August.”
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