“But for all this brave exterior, when the time comes I know that down
in my heart I shall be terrified. It will be like the first dive of the
year. 'One plunge, Glory, my child,' and then over I'll go! I partly
realize already what it will be like by my experiences on Sunday
evenings when the celebrities come here after church, and Mr. Koenig
exhibits me to admiring friends and tells them how I brought him 'goot
look,' and I overhear them say, 'That girl will show them all something
yet.' Oh, this London is adorable, my dears, with its wit and fashion,
and gaiety and luxury! and I have concluded that to live in the world is
the best thing one can do, after all. Some people say hard things about
it, and want to reform it, or even to leave it altogether; but I love
it! I love it! and think it just charming!
“And now spring is here, and the world is lovely in its yellow and
green. It must be _urromassy_ nice over yandher in the 'oilan' too, with
the primroses and the violets and the gorse in the glen. Oh, dear! oh,
dear! I can smell it all three hundred miles away! The lilacs will be
out at Glenfaba now, and Aunt Anna will be collecting her Easter eggs.
Well--wait a whilley, and I'll come to thee, my dears!
“Not a word from John Storm, of course. No doubt he is fighting with
shadows while other people are struggling with realities. They tell me
these Brotherhoods are common in the Church now, though most of them are
secret societies; but the more I think of that kind of religion the more
it looks like setting tasks to try faith, as if God were a coquettish
woman. That reminds me that Mr. Worldly-Wealthy-Wiseman is no longer
a canon, having got himself made archdeacon, and as such he looks more
than ever like a black Spanish cock, being clad, of course, in those
funny clothes, like the bishops, which always make one think their
lordships must be in doubt on getting up in the morning whether they
ought to wear a schoolboy's knickerbockers or a ballet-girl's skirt, so
they settle the difficulty by putting on both. For this reason I try
to avoid him when on duty at the church, lest I should be suddenly
possessed of a devil and behave badly to his face. But this being
Lent, and there being special preachers every day, it chanced on Sunday
morning that I came upon three of him all in a row, and oh, my gracious,
Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these!
“It is too bad, though, to think that men like John Storm can't find
room in the Church for the sole of their foot, while this archdemon
is flourishing in it like a green bay tree. Forgive me, grandfather; I
can't help it. But then the Church in the country doesn't seem the same
as in town. _There_ you are somehow made to feel that man does a little
and God does all the rest, while _here_ we reverse that order of things,
with the result that this seed of the Amalekite--but never mind!
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