“I've had three bites at this cherry. But who do you think has just
been here? John!--John Storm! But then you know that he is back, and it
wasn't merely my fancy that I saw him by the stage door. It seems as if
people have been denying me to him, and he has been waiting for me and
watching over me.” (Blot.) “His voice is so low, but I suppose that
comes to people who are much alone, and he is so thin and so pale, and
his eyes are so large, and they have that deep look that cuts into the
heart. He knew he was changed, and I think he was ashamed” (blot), “but
of course I didn't let whit that I was taking notice, and I'm so happy
for his sake, poor fellow! that he has escaped from his cage in that
Salvation zoo that I know I shall make them split their sides in the
theatre to-night.” (Blot, blot.) “How tiresome! This ink must have
got water in it somehow, and then my handwriting is such a
hop-skip-and-a-jump anyway. But hoots!
“Why shouldn't I love Johnny,
“And why shouldn't Johnny love me?
“Glory.”
IV.
It was a beautiful May morning, and standing by the Paddington Station
with the dog at his feet, he felt her approach instinctively as she came
toward him with her free step in her white cambric dress under the light
parasol fringed with lace. Her face was glowing with the fresh air, and
she looked happy and bright. As they walked into the station she
poured out a stream of questions about the dog, took possession of him
straightway, and concluded to call him Don.
They agreed to spend the day at Burnham Beeches, and while he went
for the tickets she stepped on to the platform. It was Saturday, the
bookstall was ablaze with the picture papers, and one of them was
prominently displayed at a page containing her own portrait. She wanted
John to see this, so she invented an excuse for bringing him face to
face with it, and then she laughed and he bought the paper.
The clerk recognised her--they could see that by the smile he kept in
reserve--and a group of officers in the Guards, in flannels and straw
hats, going down to their club at Maidenhead, looked at her and nudged
each other as if they knew who she was. Her eyes danced, her lips
smiled, and she was proud that John should see the first fruits of her
fame. She was proud of him, too, with his bold walk and strong carriage,
as they passed the officers in their negligent dress, with their red and
blue neckties. But John's heart was aching, and he was wondering how he
was to begin on the duty he had to do.
From the moment they started she gave herself up to the delights of
their holiday, and even the groaning and cranking and joggling of
the train amused her. When the Guards had got into their first-class
carriage they had glanced at the open window where her brilliant eyes
and rosy lips were gleaming behind a veil. John gazed at her with his
slow and tender looks, and felt guilty and ashamed.
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