“I have been getting newspapers myself, though, sent by my friend Rosa;
and as long as the mis-reporters concerned themselves with my own
doings and failures to do, and lied as tenderly as an epitaph about my
disappearance from London, I cut them up and burned them. But when they
forgot me, and began to treat of other people's triumphs, I made Neilus
my waste-paper basket, on the understanding that the papers were to go
to the fishermen just home from Kinsale. Then from time to time he
told me they were 'goin' round, miss, goin' round,' and gave me other
assurances of 'the greatest circulation in the world,' which was true
enough certainly, though the old thief omitted to say it was at the
paper-mill, where they were being turned into pulp.
“But, heigho! I don't need newspapers to remind me of London. Like St.
Paul, I have a devil that beats me with fists, and as often as a clear
day comes, and one can see things a long way off, he makes me climb to
the top of Slieu Whallin [* A mountain in Man.] that I may sit on the
beacon by the hour and strain my eyes for a glimpse of England, feeling
like Lot's wife when she looked back on her old home, and then coming
down with a heavy heart and a taste of tears in my mouth as if I had
been turned into a pillar of salt. Dear old London! But I suppose it is
going on its way just as it used to do, with its tides of traffic and
its crowds and carriages, and wandering merchants and hawkers crying
their wares, and everything the same as ever, just the same, although
Glory isn't there!”
* * * * *
“10.30 P. M.--I had to interrupt the writing of my letter this morning
owing to an alarm of illness seizing grandfather. He had been taken
with a sudden faintness. Of course we sent for the doctor, but before he
arrived the faintness had passed, so he looked wise at us, like a
prize riddle which had to be guessed before his next visit, left us
his autograph (a wonderful hieroglyphic), and went away. Since then
grandfather has been in the hands of a less taciturn practitioner,
whom he calls the 'flower of Glenfaba' (that's me), and after talking
nonsense to him all day and playing chess with him all the evening I
have to put him to bed laughing, and come back to my own room to finish
my letter with an easier mind. For the last half-hour the aurora has
been pulsing in the northern sky, and I have been thinking that the
glorious phantasmagoria must be the sign of a gale in heaven, just as
sleet and mist and black wind are the signs of a gale on earth. But
it has tripped off into nothingness and only the dark night is left,
through which the dogs at Knockaloe are keeping up their private
correspondence with the dogs at Ballamoar by the medium of their nightly
howls.
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