“That brings me to the object of my letter. This living will soon be
vacant, and I am wondering who will follow in my feeble steps. It is
a sweet spot, John! The old church does not look so ill when the sun
shines on it, and in the summer-time this old garden is full of fruit
and flowers. Did I ever tell you that Glory was born here? I never had
another grandchild, and we were great comrades from the first. She was a
wise and winsome little thing, and I was only an old child myself, so we
had many a run and romp in these grounds together. When I try to think
of the place without her it is a vain effort and a painful one; and even
while she was away in your great and wicked Babylon, with its dangers
and temptations, her little ghost seemed to lurk at the back of every
bush and tree, and sometimes it would leap out on me and laugh.
“It is months since I saw your father, but they tell me he has lately
burned his bureau, making one vast bonfire of the gatherings of twenty
years. That is not such ill news either; and maybe, now the great ado
that worked such woe is put by and gone, he would rejoice to see you
back at home, and open his hungering arms to you.
“But my eyes ache and my pen is shaking. Farewell! Farewell! Farewell!
An old man leaves you his blessing, John. God grant that in his own good
time we may meet in a blessed paradise, rejoicing in his gracious mercy,
and all our sins forgiven!
“Adam Quayle.”
X.
Glory's letter and its inclosure fell on John Storm like rain in the
face of a man on horseback--he only whipped up and went faster.
“How can I find words,” he wrote, “to express what I feel at your
mournful news? Yet why mournful? His life's mission was fulfilled, his
death was a peaceful victory, and we ought to rejoice that he was so
easily released. I trust you will not mourn too heavily for him, or
allow his death to stop your life. It would not be right. No trouble
came near his stainless heart, no shadow of sin; his old age was a
peaceful day which lasted until sunset. He was a creature that had no
falsetto in a single fibre of his being, no shadow of affectation. He
kept like this through all our complicated existence in this artificial
world, absolutely unconscious of the hollowness and pretension and sham
that surrounded him--tolerant, too, and kind to all. Then why mourn for
him? He is gathered in--he is safe.
“His letter was touching in its artful simplicity. It was intended to
ask me to apply for his living. But my duty is here, and London must
make the best of me. Yet more than ever now I feel my responsibility
with regard to yourself. The time is not ripe to advise you. I am on
the eve of a great effort. Many things have to be tried, many things
attempted. It is a gathering of manna--a little every day. To God's
keeping and protection meantime I commit you. Comfort your aunts, and
let me know if there is anything that can be done for them.”
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