“We are a nation of money-lenders, my boy, and the Church is the worst
usurer of them all, with its learned divines in scarlet hoods, who hold
shares in music halls, and its Fathers in God living at ease and leasing
out public-houses. _You_ have been lending money on usury too, and on a
bad security. What are you going to do now?”
“Go on with my work, uncle, and do two hours where I did one before.”
“And get yourself kicked where you got yourself kicked before!”
“Why not? If God puts ten pounds on a man, he gives him strength to bear
twenty.”
“John, John, I am feeling rather sore, and I can't bear much more of it.
I'm growing old, and my life is rather lonely too. Except your father,
you are my only kinsman now, and it seems as if our old family must die
with you. But come, my boy, come, throw up all this sorry masquerade.
Isn't there a woman in the world who can help me to persuade you? I
don't care who she is, or what, or where she comes from.”
John had coloured to the eyes, and was stammering something about the
true priest cut off from earthly marriage, therefore free to commit
himself completely to his work, when Mrs. Callender came back, spruce
and smart, with many smiles and curtsies. The Prime Minister greeted her
with the same old-fashioned courtesy, and they cooed away like two old
doves, until a splendid equipage drove up to the door, and the plain old
gentleman drove away in it.
“Wasn't he nice with me? wasn't he, now?” the old lady kept saying, and
John being silent--“Tut! you young men are just puir loblollyboys with a
leddy when the auld ones come.”
Going to Soho that day John Storm felt a sudden thrill at seeing on the
street in front of him, walking in the same direction, an elderly figure
in cassock and cord. It was the Father Superior of the Brotherhood. John
overtook him and greeted him.
“Ah, I was on my way to see you, my son.”
“Then you have heard what has happened?”
“Yes, Satan's shafts fly fast.” Then taking John's arm as they walked,
“Earthly blows are but reminders of Him, my son, like the hair shirt
of the monk, and this trouble of yours is God's reminder of your broken
obedience. What did I tell you when you left us--that you would come
back within a year? And you will! Leave the world, my son. It treats
you badly. The human spirit reigns over it, and even the Church is a
Christian society out of the sphere and guidance of the Divine Spirit.
Leave it and return to your unfinished vows.”
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