Glory had been to rehearsal every day that week. Going to the theatre
on Monday night she had said to herself, “There can be no harm in
rehearsing--I'm not compelled to play.” Notwithstanding her nervousness,
the author had complimented her on her passion and self-abandonment,
and going home she had thought: “I might even go through the first
performance and then give it all up. If I had a success, that would be
beautiful, splendid, almost heroic--it would be thrilling to abandon
everything.” Not hearing from John, she told herself he must be angry,
and she felt sorry for him. “He doesn't know yet how much I am going to
do.” Thus the other woman in her tempted and overcame her, and drew her
on from day to day.
Mrs. Macrae sent Lord Robert to invite her to luncheon on Sunday. “There
can be no harm in going there,” she thought. She went with Rosa, and
was charmed with the lively, gay, and brilliant company. Clever and
beautiful women, clever and handsome men, and nearly all of them of her
own profession. The mistress of the mansion kept open house after church
parade on Sunday, and she sat at the bottom of her table, dressed in
black velvet, with the Archdeacon on her right and a famous actor on
her left. Lord Robert sat at the head and talked to a lady whose remarks
were heard all over the room; but Lady Robert was nowhere to be seen;
there was a hush when her name was mentioned, and then a whispered
rumour that she had differences with her husband, and had scandalized
her mother by some act of indiscretion.
Glory's face beamed, and for the first half-hour she seemed to be on the
point of breaking into a rapturous “Well!” Nearly opposite to her at the
table sat a lady whose sleepy look and drowsy voice and airs of languor
showed that she was admired, and that she knew it. Glory found her
very amusing, and broke into little trills of laughter at her weary,
withering comments. This drew the attention of some of the men; they
found the contrast interesting. The conversation consisted first of
hints, half signs, brilliant bits of by-play, and Glory rose to it like
a fish to the May-fly. Then it fell upon bicycling and the costumes
ladies wore for it. The languid one commented upon the female fetich,
the skirt, and condemned “bloomers,” whereupon Glory declared that
they were just charming, and being challenged (by a gentleman) for her
reasons she said, “Because when a girl's got them on she feels as if
she's an understudy for a man, and may even have a chance of playing the
part itself in another and a better world.”
Then there was general laughter, and the gentleman said, “You're in the
profession yourself now, aren't you?”
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