John Storm had left home early on Monday morning. It was the last day
of his tenancy of the clergy-house, and there was much to do at Soho.
Toward noon he made his way to the church in Bishopsgate Street for the
first time since he had left the Brotherhood. It was midday service,
and the little place was full of business men with their quick, eyes and
eager faces. The Superior preached, and the sermon was on the religious
life. We were each composed of two beings, one temporal, the other
eternal, one carnal, the other spiritual. Life was a constant warfare
between these two nearly matched forces, and often the victory seemed
to sway from this side to that. Our enemy with the chariots of iron was
ourselves. There was a Judas in each one of us ready to betray us with
a kiss if allowed. The lusts of the flesh were the most deadly sins,
absolute chastity the most pleasing to God of all virtues. Did we desire
to realize what the religious life could be? Then let us reflect upon
the news which had come from the South Seas. What was the word that had
fallen that morning on all Christendom like a thunderclap, say, rather,
like the blast of a celestial trumpet? Father Damien was dead! Think of
his lonely life in that distant island where doomed men lived out their
days. Cut off from earthly marriage, with no one claiming his affection
in the same way as Christ, he was free to commit himself entirely to God
and to God's afflicted children. He was truly married to Christ. Christ
occupied his soul as Lord and spouse. Glorious life! Glorious death!
Eternal crown of glory waiting for him in the glory everlasting!
When the service ended John Storm stepped up to speak to the Father. His
wide-open eyes were flaming; he was visibly excited. “I came to ask a
question,” he said, “but it is answered already. I will follow Father
Damien and take up his work. I was thinking of the mission field, but
my doubt was whether God had called me, and I had great fear of going
uncalled. God brought me here this morning, not knowing what I was to
do, but now I know, and my mind is made up at last.”
The Father was not less moved. They went out into the courtyard together
and walked to and fro, planning, scheming, contriving, deciding.
“You'll take the vows first, my son?”
“The vows?”
“The life vows.”
“But--but will that be necessary?”
“It will be best. Think what a peculiar appeal it have for those
poor doomed creatures! They are cut off from the world by a terrible
affliction, but you will be cut off by the graciousness of a Christ-fed
purity. They are lepers made of disease; you will be as a leper for the
kingdom of heaven's sake.”
“But, Father--if that be so--how much greater the appeal will be if--if
a woman goes out also! Say she is young and beautiful and of great
gifts?”
“Brother Andrew may go with you, my son.”
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