It was John at the door. She was ashamed of her costume then, but there
was no running away. “Yes, of course, come in,” she cried, trembling all
over, half afraid to be seen, and yet proud too of her beauty and her
splendour. When he entered she was laughing nervously and was about to
say, “See, this has happened before----”
But he saw nothing unusual, and she was disappointed and annoyed. Coming
in breathless, as if he had been running, he flung himself down on one
end of the couch, threw his hat on the other end, and said: “What did I
tell you, Glory? That a way would open itself, and it has!”
“Really?”
“Didn't you think of it when you saw the news in the papers this
morning?”
“What news?”
“That Father Damien is dead.”
“But can you--do you really mean that--do you intend----”
“I do, Glory--I do.”
“Then you didn't get my letter this morning?”
“Oh, yes, dear, yes; but you were only thinking for me--God bless
you!--that I was giving up a great scene for a little one. But
this--this is the greatest scene in the world, Glory. Life is a small
sacrifice; the true sacrifice is a living death, a living crucifixion.”
She felt as if he had taken her by the throat and was choking her. He
had got up and was walking to and fro, talking impetuously.
“Yes, it is a great sacrifice I am asking you to make now, dear. That
far-off island, the poor lepers, and then lifelong banishment. But God
will reward you, and with interest too. Only think, Glory! Think of
the effect of your mere presence out there among those poor doomed
creatures! A young and beautiful woman! Not a melancholy old dolt like
me, preaching and prating to them, but a bright and brilliant girl,
laughing with them, playing games with them, making mimicry for them,
and singing to them in the voice of an angel. Oh, they'll love you,
Glory, they'll worship you--you'll be next to God and his blessed mother
with them. And already I hear them saying among themselves: 'Heaven
bless her! She might have had the world at her feet and made a great
name and a great fortune, but she gave it all up--all, all, all--for
pity and love of us!' Won't it be glorious, my child? Won't it be the
noblest thing in all the world?”
And she struggled to answer, “Yes, no doubt--the noblest thing in all
the world!”
“Then you agree? Ah, I knew your heart spoke in your first letter, and
you wanted to leave London. You shall, too, for God has willed it.”
Then she recovered a little and made a nervous attempt to withdraw. “But
the church at Westminster?”
He laughed like a boy. “Oh, Golightly may have that now, and welcome.”
“But the work in London?”
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