“I shall feel as if I were losing your mother a second time when you
leave me, my boy. To tell you the truth, I've been watching you
and thinking of you, though you haven't known it. And you've rather
neglected the old man. I thought you might bring your wife to me some
day, and that I might live to see your children. But that's all over
now, and there seems to be no help for it. They say the most noble and
beautiful things in the world are done in a state of fever, and perhaps
this fever of yours---H'm. As for the money, it is ready for you at any
time.”
“There can't be much left, uncle. I have gone through most of it.”
“No, John, no; the money you spent was my money--your own is still
untouched.”
“You are too good, uncle, and if I had once thought you wished to see
more of me----”
“Ah, I know, I know. It was a wise man who said it was hard to love a
woman and do anything else, even to love God himself.”
John dropped his head and turned to go.
“But come again before you leave London--if you do leave it--and now
good-bye, and God bless you!”
The news of John Storm's intention to follow Father Damien had touched
and thrilled the heart of London, and the streets and courts about St.
Mary Magdalene's were thronged with people. In their eyes he was about
to fulfil a glorious mission, and ought to be encouraged and sustained.
“Good-bye, Father!” cried one. “God bless you!” cried another. A young
woman with timid eyes stretched out her hand to him, and then everybody
attempted to do the same. He tried to answer cheerfully, but was
conscious that his throat was thick and his voice was husky. Mrs.
Pincher was at the door of the clergy-house, crying openly and wiping
her eyes. “Ain't there lepers enough in London, sir, without goin' to
the ends of the earth for 'em?” He laughed and made an effort to answer
her humorously, but for some reason both words and ideas failed him.
The club-room was crowded, and among the girls and the Sisters there
were several strange faces. Mrs. Callender sat at one end of the little
platform, and she was glowering across at the other end, where the
Father Superior stood in his black cassock, quiet and watchful, and with
the sprawling, smiling face of Brother Andrew by his side. The girls
were singing when John entered, and their voices swelled out as they saw
him pushing his way through. When the hymn ended there was silence for
a moment as if it was expected that he would speak, but he did not rise,
and the lady at the harmonium began again. Some of the young mothers
from the shelter above had brought down their little ones, and the thin,
tuneless voices could be heard among the rest:
There's a Friend for little children
Above the bright blue sky.
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