“Girls,” he said, but he was hardly able to speak or breathe. “Girls,”
he said again, but his strong voice shook, and he tried in vain to go
on.
One of the girls began to sob. Then another and another. It was said
afterward that nobody could look on his drawn face, so hopeless, so full
of the traces of suffering and bitter sadness, without wanting to cry
aloud. But he controlled himself at length.
“My good friends all, you came to-night to bid me Godspeed on a long
journey and I came to bid you farewell. But there is a higher power that
rules our actions, and it is little we know of our own future, or our
fate or ourselves. God bids me tell you that my leper island is to be
London, and that my work among you is not done yet.”
After saying this he stood a moment as if intending to say more, but he
said nothing. The letter crinkled in his fingers, he looked at it, an
expression of helplessness came into his face, and he sat down. And
then the Father came up to him and sat beside him, and took his hand and
comforted it as if he had been a little child.
There was another attempt to sing, but the hymn made no headway this
time, for some of the girls were crying, they hardly knew why, and
others were whispering, and the strangers were leaving the room. Two
ladies were going down the stairs.
“I felt sure he wouldn't go,” said one.
“Why so?” said the other.
“I can't tell you. I had my private reasons.”
It was Rosa Macquarrie. Going down the dark lane she came upon a woman
who had haunted the outside of the building during the past half hour,
apparently thinking at one moment of entering and at the next of going
away. The woman hurriedly lowered her veil as Rosa approached her, but
she was too late to avoid recognition.
“Glory! Is it you?”
Glory covered her face with her hands and sobbed.
“Whatever are you doing here?”
“Don't ask me, Rosa. Oh, I'm a lost woman! Lord forgive me, what have I
done?”
“My poor child!”
“Take me home, Rosa. And don't leave me to-night, dear--not to-night,
Rosa.”
And Rosa took her by the arm and led her back to Clement's Inn.
Next morning before daybreak the brothers of the Society of the Holy
Gethsemane had gathered in their church in Bishopsgate Street for Lauds
and Prime. Only the chancel was lighted up, the rest of the church was
dark, but the first gleams of dawn, were now struggling through the
eastern window against the candlelight on the altar and the gaslight on
the choir.
John Storm was standing on the altar steps and the Father was by his
side. He was wearing the cassock of the Brotherhood, and the cord with
the three knots was bound about his waist. All was silent round about,
the city was still asleep, the current of life had not yet awakened for
the day. Lauds and Prime were over, the brothers were on their knees,
and the Father was reading the last words of the dedication service.
“Amen! Amen!”
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