The circuit rider : $b A tale of the heroic ageEggleston, Edward
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The circuit rider : $b A tale of the heroic age
Eggleston, Edward
Christian fiction; Circuit riders -- Fiction; Social problems -- Fiction; West (U.S.) -- History -- 19th century -- Fiction
Morton could bear no more. To have made so faithful a person, who
had even interfered to save his life, suffer in her spirit was bad
enough; to have brought reproach upon her, worse; to kill her
outright was ingratitude and murder. He wondered at his own
stupidity and wickedness. He rode in haste to Sister Sims's. Ann
Eliza, in fact, was not dangerously ill, and was ill more of a
malarious fever than of a broken heart; though her chagrin and
disappointment had much to do with it. Morton, convinced that he was
the author of her woes, felt more tenderness to her in her emaciation
than he had ever felt toward her in her beauty. He could not profess
a great deal of love, so he contented himself with expressing his
gratitude for the Salt Fork warning. Explanations about the past
were awkward, but fortunately Ann Eliza was ill and ought not to talk
much on exciting subjects. Besides, she did not seem to be very
exacting. Morton's offer of marriage was accepted with a readiness
that annoyed him. When he rode away to his next appointment, he did
not feel so much relieved by having done his duty as he had expected
to. He could not get rid of a thought that the high-spirited Patty
would have resented an offer of marriage under these circumstances,
and on such terms as Ann Eliza had accepted. And yet, one must not
expect all qualities in one person. What could be finer than Ann
Eliza's lustrous piety? She was another Hester Ann Rogers, a second
Mrs. Fletcher, maybe. And how much she must love him to pine away
thus! And how forgiving she was!
_CHAPTER XXVII._
THE CAMP MEETING.
The incessant activity of a traveling preacher's life did not allow
Morton much opportunity for the society of the convalescent Ann
Eliza. Fortunately. For when he was with her out of meeting he
found her rather dull. To all expression of religious sentiment and
emotion she responded sincerely and with unction; to Morton's highest
aspirations for a life of real self-sacrifice she only answered with
a look of perplexity. She could not understand him. He was "so
queer," she said.
But people whose lives are joined ought to make the best of each
other. Ann Eliza loved Morton, and because she loved him she could
endure what seemed to her an unaccountable eccentricity. If Goodwin
found himself tempted to think her lacking in some of the highest
qualities, he comforted himself with reflecting that all women were
probably deficient in these regards. For men generalize about women,
not from many but from one. And men, being egotists, suffer a
woman's love for themselves to hide a multitude of sins. And then
Morton took refuge in other people's opinions. Everybody thought
that Sister Meacham was just the wife for him. It is pleasant to
have the opinion of all the world on your side where your own heart
is doubtful.
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