The circuit rider : $b A tale of the heroic ageEggleston, Edward
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The circuit rider : $b A tale of the heroic age
Eggleston, Edward
Christian fiction; Circuit riders -- Fiction; Social problems -- Fiction; West (U.S.) -- History -- 19th century -- Fiction
"None of us are fit; but here will be two or three hundred people
hungry for the bread of life. The Master has fed you; he offers you
the bread to distribute among your friends and neighbors. Now, will
you let the fear of man make you deny the blessed Lord who has taken
you out of a horrible pit and set your feet upon the Rock of Ages?"
Kike trembled a moment, and then said: "I will do whatever you say,
if you will pray for me."
"I'll do that, my brother. And now take your Bible, and go into the
woods and pray. The Lord will show you the way, if you put your
whole trust in him."
The preacher's allusion to the bread of life gave Kike his subject,
and he soon gathered a few thoughts which he wrote down on a fly-leaf
of the Bible, in the shape of a skeleton. But it occurred to him
that he had not one word to say on the subject of the bread of life
beyond the sentences of his skeleton. The more this became evident
to him, the greater was his agony of fear. He knelt on the brown
leaves by a prostrate log; he made a "new consecration" of himself;
he tried to feel willing to fail, so far as his own feelings were
involved; he reminded the Lord of his promises to be with them he had
sent; and then there came into his memory a text of Scripture: "For
it shall be given you in that same hour what ye shall speak." Taking
it, after the manner of the early Methodist mysticism, that the text
had been supernaturally "suggested" to him, he became calm; and
finding, from the height of the sun, that it was about the hour for
meeting, he returned to the house of Colonel Wheeler, and was
appalled at the sight that met his eyes. All the settlement, and
many from other settlements, had come. The house, the yard, the
fences, were full of people. Kike was seized with a tremor. He did
not feel able to run the gauntlet of such a throng. He made a
detour, and crept in at the back door like a criminal. For
stage-fright--this fear of human presence--is not a thing to be
overcome by the will. Susceptible natures are always liable to it,
and neither moral nor physical courage can avert it.
A chair had been placed in the front door of the log house, for Kike,
that he might preach to the congregation indoors and the much larger
one outdoors. Mr. Magruder, much battered up, sat on a wooden bench
just outside. Kike crept into the empty chair in the doorway with
the feeling of one who intrudes where he does not belong. The
brethren were singing, as a congregational voluntary, to the solemn
tune of "Kentucky," the hymn which begins:
"A charge to keep I have,
A God to glorify;
A never-dying soul to save
And fit it for the sky."
Magruder saw Kike's fright, and, leaning over to him, said: "If you
get confused, tell your own experience." The early preacher's
universal refuge was his own experience. It was a sure key to the
sympathies of the audience.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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