It was sunset when John arrived. The gondolas were riding on a sea of
rose; the houses were standing, quietly, silently, as you will see
cattle herd, knee-deep in the burning water. Here and there in the
distance, the fiery sun found its reflection in some obscure window, and
burnt there in a glowing flame of light. Then it was a city of rose and
pink, of mauve and blue and grey, one shading into the other in a
texture so delicate, so fine that the very threads of it could not be
followed in their change.
John took a deep breath as he stepped into his gondola. It needed such
colour as this to wash out the blackness of that night in London. It
needed such stillness and such quiet to soothe the rancour of his
bitterness; for the stillness of Venice is the hushed stillness of a
church, where all anger is drugged to sleep and only the sorrow that one
learns of can hold against the spell and keeps its eyes awake.
Now, in the desolation of his mind, John was learning, of the things
that have true value and of those which have none. It is not an easy
lesson to acquire, for the sacrifice of pre-conceived ideas can only be
accomplished on the altar of bitterness and only the burning of despair
can reduce them to the ashes in which lies the truth concealed.
Having deposited his belongings in his rooms in the _Rio della
Sacchere_, where he always stayed, he set off on foot by the narrow
little pathways to the _Palazzo Capello_.
That was always a moment in John’s life when, upon his arrival every
year, he first opened the big gate that closed on to the _fondamenta_.
It was always a moment to be remembered when first he beheld, from
beneath the archway, the glow of the flaming sunset in that old Italian
garden, framed in the lace-worked trellises of iron.
Life had these moments. They are worth all the treasure of the Indies.
The mind of a man is never so possessed of wealth as when he comes upon
them; for in such moments as these, his emotions are wings which no sun
of vaunted ambition can melt; in such moments as these, he touches the
very feet of God.
Closing the big door behind him, John stood for a moment in
contemplation. The great disc of the sun had just sunk down behind the
cypress trees. Their deep black forms were edged with a bright thread of
gold. Everything in that old garden was silhouetted against the glowing
embers of the sunset, and every bush and every shrub was rimmed with a
halo of light.
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