Sometimes, perhaps, a wave of jealousy would bring the blood warmly to
her cheeks. Supposing the lady of St. Joseph was not equal to her
expectations? Supposing she did not fulfil her hopes and demands of the
woman whom she had destined in her mind to be the wife of her son? How
could she tell him? How could she warn him that he was unwise? How
could she show him that the woman he loved was unworthy of him? It
would be a difficult task to accomplish; but her lips set tight at the
thought of it. She would shirk no duty so grave or serious as that.
Yet all these fears, with an effort, she put away from her. A generous
sense of justice told her that she might judge when she had seen, so she
sent out Claudina when everything was ready, to buy some cakes at
Lavena’s and, stealing into her bedroom, knelt down before the little
altar at her bedside.
There, some ten minutes later, her husband found her. It was not her
custom to pray at that time of the afternoon, unless for some special
request and, for a moment, he stood in silence, watching the white head
buried in the pathetically twisted hands, the faint rays of the little
coloured lamp before the image shining through the silken silver of her
hair.
When at last, she raised her head and found him standing there, a smile
crept into her eyes. She beckoned to him silently to come to her, and
when he reached her side, she pulled him gently to his knees.
"What is it?" he whispered.
"I’m praying for John," she whispered back, for when you kneel before an
altar, even if it is only rough-made out of an old box, as was this, you
are in a chapel; you are in a cathedral; you are at the very feet of God
Himself and you must speak low.
"What about him?" he whispered again.
She put her dear lips close to his ear with its tuft of white hair
growing stiffly on the lobe, and she whispered:
"The lady of St. Joseph is in Venice. She’s coming to tea this
afternoon."
And then, looking round over his shoulder, to see that he had closed the
door--because old gentlemen are sensitive about these things--his arm
slipped round her neck and both their heads bent together. It was, after
all, their own lives they were praying for. Every prayer that is
offered, every prayer that is granted, is really for the benefit of the
whole world.
What they prayed for--how they prayed; what quaint little sentences
shaped themselves in her mind, what fine phrases rolled in his, it is
beyond power to say. Certain it is that a woman comes before her God in
all the simplest garments of her faith, while a man still carries his
dignity well hung upon the shoulder.
Presently, they rose together and went into the other room. Everything
was in readiness. The blue and white cups were smiling in their
saucers; the brass kettle was beginning its tempting song upon the
spirit stove.
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