The little old lady looked up with a twinkle in her eyes. "I thought
perhaps you’d understand it better that way," she answered.
"Besides--it’s easy to be a mother. You have only to have a son. It’s
not so easy to be a son, because you need more than a mother for that."
Jill looked at her tenderly, then bent and kissed her cheek.
"I think John’s very like you," she whispered. She could not keep it
back. And that was as much as the little old white-haired lady wanted;
that was all she had been playing for. With her head high in triumph,
she walked back with Jill to join the others.
Soon afterwards Jill declared she must go; that her friends would be
waiting for her.
"But when----" the old people began in a breath, then stopped together.
"You say, my dear," said the old gentleman--"I can wait."
Oh, no--she would not hear of it. He began first. Let him say what he
wanted to. He shook his head and bowed. John caught Jill’s eye and
they held their laughter.
"Then when----" they both began again together and this time, they
finished out their sentence--"are we going to see you again?"
We share the same thoughts when we know each other well. But life runs
along in its separate channels with most people. They may be many years
beneath the shadow of one roof, yet for all they know of each other,
they might live at opposite ends of the earth, so little is it given to
human beings to understand humanity; so little do people study it except
in the desires which are in themselves.
In these two old people, it was quite charming to see one standing out
of the way to let the other pass on, as if they both were going in
vastly different directions, and then, to find that one was but speaking
the other’s thoughts.
They all laughed, but their laughter died away again when Jill announced
that in two days she was leaving Venice for Milan, passing through the
Italian lakes on her way back to England.
"You only stay three days!" exclaimed the little old lady, and she
looked quickly at John. But John had known of it. There was no
surprise in his face. He breathed deeply; looked away out of the window
over the old Italian garden--that was all.
They made her promise to come the next day to lunch--to tea again if she
would--to stay with them the whole day. John looked to her appealingly
for her answer.
"But I can’t leave my friends all that time," she said reluctantly.
"I’ll come to lunch--I’ll try and stay to tea. I can’t do more than
that."
Then John took her down to her gondola. In the archway, before they
stepped on to the _fondamenta_, he took her arm and held her near him.
"You’re sure it’s too late?" he said hoarsely, below his breath.
"You’re sure that there is nothing I could do to make things
different--to make them possible?"
She clung to him quietly. In the darkness, her eyes searched
impenetrable depths; stared to the furthest horizons of chance, yet saw
nothing beyond the track of many another woman’s life before her.
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