When John had been living a married life of unbroken happiness for two
months, there came two letters on the same day to Fetter Lane. He
looked at one with no greater bewilderment than he did at the other.
The first was from Venice in a strange handwriting; the second, from
Jill. He opened it apprehensively. It could not be an invitation to
her wedding? She could not have done that? Then what?
"_Is there any reason why we should not see each other again? I shall
be in Kensington Gardens to-morrow at 11.30._"
He laid it down upon the table. For the moment, he forgot the existence
of the other letter. In the midst of all his make-believe, this message
from Jill was hard to realise; no easy matter to reconcile with all the
phantoms in whose company he had been living.
What strange and unexpected things were women! Did ever they know what
they wanted? or, knowing, and having found it, did any of them believe
it to be what they had thought it at first?
Was she married? Since he had come back from Venice, the world might
have been dead of her. He had heard nothing--seen nothing--and now this
letter. Like the falling of some bolt of destruction from a heaven of
blue, it had dropped into his garden, crushing the tenderest flowers he
had planted there, in its swift rush of reality.
She wanted to see him again. The mere wish was a command; the mere
statement that she would be in Kensington Gardens, a summons. All his
sacrifice, his putting her away from him that day of her departure in
Venice, was in one moment gone for nought. All this dream in which he
had been living, became the bubble broken in the hand of such
circumstance as this. While it had lasted, while he had continued to
hear nothing of her, it had been real enough. Up till that moment, he
had been happily married, quietly living down at Harefield in the county
of Middlesex, in his cottage with its William Allan Richardson roses and
its insurmountable wooden railing, two foot and a brick high. Every
day, he had been coming up to London to work in Fetter Lane and to get
his letters. Some very good reason, he had given to the old people why
they should write to him there. And now, because he must obey this
summons to go to Kensington Gardens and talk of things, perhaps, that
little mattered, for fear they might embark upon the sea of those things
that did, all his dream had vanished. The only reality left him, was
that he was alone.
With a deep breath of resignation, he turned to the other letter and
opened it.
"_Dear Mr. Grey--I am writing this for your mother, to tell you the
unfortunate news that your father is very ill. He has had a heart
seizure, and, I fear, cannot live more than a few days. I am told by
Mrs. Grey to ask you and your wife to come here as soon as possible. He
knows the worst, and is asking to see you before he dies._"
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