"_Give me something to say,_" he begged--"_something which comes from
the kindness of your heart and not from the fiendishness of my
imagination. In those few moments you saw him, he must have shown you
some of the gentleness of his nature; must have shown you something
which, putting aside the blame which I deserve at your hands for all I
have said, expects this generosity from you. I have become a beggar, an
importunate beggar, scarcely to be denied; but I become so with all
humility. Just write me a line. You can see now, that I dare not meet
you to-morrow, now that you know. But send me a line as soon as you
receive this, which I may learn by heart and repeat to him with a
conscience made clear, in so much as I shall know that such words have
actually been said by you._"
When he had posted this, John began the packing of those things which he
would require for the journey. Into the chapel of unredemption he
marched and made an indiscriminate offering of everything he possessed
on his list of sacrificial objects. The high priest swept them all into
his keeping and winked at his acolytes.
The next morning came Jill’s reply. John tore it open, and read and
re-read and re-read again.
"_Meet me on Friday morning on the Piazetta at 12 o’clock._"
CHAPTER XXXV
THE WONDER OF BELIEF
To believe, is the greater part of reality.
Despite all argument that flung itself at his credulity, John believed
that Jill would be true to her word. Reasons in multitude there were,
why it should be impossible for her to take such a journey and at such
short notice. He admitted them all, as his mind presented them before
him; yet still he believed. Though his faith trembled a thousand times
in the balance; though common sense warned him insistently that hope was
fruitless; nevertheless, he believed. Even when the little men on the
Plaza began the striking of their twelve strokes on that Friday morning
and, searching the gondolas as they rode in sight, searching them with
eyes burning and pupils dilated in nervous expectancy, yet finding no
sight of Jill, he still had faith that triumphed above all reason and
overcame all doubt.
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