At last, she turned her head and looked at him. The hand he held quickened with feeling. It became alive. He felt the fingers tighten on his own. "You are thinking of me?" she said. "I must," he replied. "You feel it your duty because I’m here alone?" He shook his head. "I don’t feel duty," he answered. "There is no such thing. People do what they do. When it is a disagreeable thing to do, they make it worth the doing by calling it duty. That is the satisfaction they get out of it. But everything that is done, is done for love--love of self or love of other people. Duty is the name that enhances the value of disagreeable things. But it’s only a name. There’s nothing behind it--nothing human, nothing real. I don’t feel duty as some do, and so I never attempt anything that’s disagreeable. A thing that is weighed is repugnant to me. Just now things are very hard--just now I scarcely know which way to turn. The little old white-haired lady puts her arms round me and I feel I can’t let her go. You hold my hand and I feel that I would move heaven and earth to save you from a moment’s unhappiness." Reluctantly, he let go her hand and sat upright. "Here we are; I say good-night here. You must think before you write that letter." She put out a detaining hand. "Tell him to go back to your rooms," she said--"I’ll take you back there before I go in. I’ve got a lot to say." John smiled incredulously. He could have asked heaven for no greater gift. His heart was sick. There was nothing but disillusionment to which he could look forward. His own disillusionment had come already; but that of the little old white-haired lady was harder to bear than his own. Stretching before him, an ugly shadow, he saw the unswerving promise of that day when he must tell her all the truth; that day, a year perhaps to come, when, arriving in Venice without Jill, he must explain her absence, either by another fabrication or the naked fact. To hide his face from it all a little longer; to have Jill’s presence closing his eyes to it, even though it were only for a speck of time in the eternity that was to follow, was a reprieve for which he had not dared to hope. "You mean that?" he said eagerly. "Yes." John gave the order. The gondolier did not smile. Perhaps the motion of his oar as he swung them round was a gentle comment. Every man has his different medium of expression. There was once a ballet dancer who, whenever she became excited and was driven to gesticulation, always caught her skirt just below the knee and lifted it to show her instep. It meant more than any words she could ever have uttered. John sat back again by Jill’s side. "Oh! it’s good," he said, half aloud, half to himself. "What is good?" she whispered.