He thought of the country to which the families upstairs had departed;
but in the country it is different. In the country, you would go to
church were there no bell at all, and that gentle, sonorous note that
does ring across the fields and down the river becomes one of the most
soothing sounds in the world. You have only to hear it to see the old
lych-gate swinging to and fro as the folk make their way up the gravel
path to the church door. You have only to listen to it stealing through
the meadows where the browsing cattle are steeping their noses in the
dew, to see with the eye of your mind that pale, faint flicker of
candle-light that creeps through the stained glass windows out into the
heavy-laden air of a summer evening. A church bell is very different in
the country. There is an unsophisticated note about it, a sound so far
removed from the egotistical hawker crying the virtue of his wares as to
make the one incomparable with the other. John envied Mrs. Brown and
Mr. Morrell from the bottom of his heart--envied them at least till
half-past four.
For an hour, after breakfast was finished, he sat staring into the fire
he had lighted, too lonely even to work. That heartless jade,
depression, one can not call her company.
Then came Mrs. Rowse to clear away the breakfast things and make his
bed. He looked up with a smile as she entered.
"What sort of a day is it outside?" he asked.
"Cold, sir; and looks as if we was going to have rain."
She caught up the breakfast things, the china clattered in her fingers.
He turned round a little in his chair and watched her clear away. This
is loneliness--to find a sense of companionship in the woman who comes
to look after one’s rooms.
"Whenever a man is lonely," wrote Lamartine, "God sends him a dog." But
that is not always so. Some men are not so fortunate as others. It
happens sometimes that a dog is not available and then, God sends a Mrs.
Rowse to clear away the breakfast things.
But Mrs. Rowse was in a hurry that morning. There was no money due to
her. You would not have found the faintest suspicion of lingering in
anything that she did then. Even the topic that interested her
most--her daughters--had no power to distract her attention.
She was going to take them out to the country--they were going down to
Denham to see her sister, as soon as her work was done--Lizzie, who
stuck labels on the jam-jars in Crosse and Blackwell’s, and Maud, who
packed cigarettes in Lambert and Butler’s.
There were those living in Peabody Buildings, who said that Lizzie would
have a beautiful voice, if she’d only practise. She could sing, "Love
Me and the World Is Mine." She could sing that lovely. And Maud--well,
Mrs. Rowse had even got a piano in their little tenement rooms for Maud
to learn on, but Maud would never practise neither. True, she could pick
up just anything she heard, pick it up quite easy with the right hand,
though she could only vamp, foolish-like, with the left.
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