John closely searched her eyes. Did she remember all he had said about
the woman with God’s good gift of understanding? Did she realise the
confession it would entail if he admitted--as he believed--that she was?
She was young, perhaps--a girl, a child, a baby--just twenty-one. But
the understanding which is the gift of God, comes independently of
experience. Like genius, it is a gift and of just such a nature.
Absolute simplicity is the source of it, and with it, it brings the
reward of youth, keeping the heart young no matter the years. Experience
will show you that the world is full of evil--evil motives and evil
deeds; it will teach you that evil is said of everyone, even the best.
But with God’s good gift of understanding, you have the heart of a
child, knowing nothing yet finding the good in everything.
To such a one, no secrets are possible, no deeds can lie hid; for no man
does evil because he would, but because it rises stronger against the
innermost will of him. And so few are there with the gift to understand
this, that confession is seldom made.
And for John to tell her that she had this gift, was to make admission
of all he had learnt that Easter Sunday. Could it be that she asked for
that reason? Did she wish to know? In his own way, he had meant to
tell her; but not like this. And so he searched her eyes; but searched
in vain.
"Why do you ask?" he said at length.
"Because--if you think I have any understanding at all, don’t you think
I should understand, even if you told me you lived at----" She could
not think of a poor enough neighbourhood where people might live. She
scarcely knew any.
"Shepherd’s Bush?" he suggested.
"Well--yes--Shepherd’s Bush."
"And so you want to know where I do live?"
"Yes."
"Why?"
She looked up at him quite honestly.
"Well--pride, I suppose. We’re good friends. I hope we are. I’ve
never had a friend before. I think I should tell you everything, and I
expect I feel hurt because you don’t tell me. I’m sure you have a good
reason for not letting my people know, but that hasn’t prevented me from
keeping you as my friend against all their wishes. They don’t
understand, I admit. But I believe I should. I’m sure I should."
Her hand in its white glove was resting on the door of the hansom in
front of her. For a moment he looked at it, and then, with heart
beating, in fear, joy, apprehension--a thousand emotions all flowing
into one--he took it in his and pressed it reverently, then let it go.
"I know you would," he replied in his breath. And then he told her.
Did she remember Wrigglesworth’s? Would she ever forget it? Those
high-backed seats, the sawdust on the floor, the poll-parrot in its cage
in the middle of the room! And, then, who could forget the name of
Wrigglesworth?
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