"You’ve got to see Venice," he began, "you’ve got to see a city of
slender towers and white domes, sleeping in the water like a mass of
water lilies. You’ve got to see dark water-ways, mysterious threads of
shadow, binding all these flowers of stone together. You’ve got to hear
the silence in which the whispers of lovers of a thousand years ago, and
the cries of men, betrayed, all breathe and echo in every bush. These
are the only noises in Venice--these and the plash of the gondolier’s
oar or his call--’Ohé!’ as he rounds a sudden corner. You’ve got to see
it all in the night--at night, when the great white lily flowers are
blackened in shadow, and the darkened water-ways are lost in an
impenetrable depth of gloom. You’ve got to hear the stealthy creeping
of a gondola and the lapping of the water against the slimy stones as it
hurries by. In every little burning light that flickers in a barred
window up above, you must be able to see plotters at work, conspirators
planning deeds of evil or a lover in his mistress’ arms. You’ve got to
see magic, mystery, tragedy, and romance, all compassed by grey stone
and green water, to know the sort of place where my mother and father
live, to know the place where I should have taken you, if--if things had
been different."
"Should we have gone there together?" she said in a breath.
"Yes--I’ve always sort of dreamed, when I’ve thought of the woman with
God’s good gift of understanding, I’ve always sort of dreamed of what we
should do together there."
She looked up into his face. The picture of it all was there in his
eyes. She saw it as well. She saw the vision of all she was losing
and, as you play with a memory that hurts, as a mother handles the tiny
faded shoe of the baby she has lost, she wanted to see more of it.
"Should we have gone there together?" she whispered.
He smiled down at her--mock bravery--a smile that helped him bear the
pain.
"Yes,--every year--as long as they lived and every year afterwards, if
you wished. Every morning, we’d have got up early--you know those early
mornings when the sun’s white and all the shadows are sort of misty and
the water looks cleaner and fresher than at any other time because the
dew has purged it. We’d have got up early and come downstairs and
outside in the little Rio, the gondolier would be blowing on his
fingers, waiting for us. They can be cold those early mornings in
Venice. Then we’d have gone to the Giudecca, where all the ships lie
basking in the sun--all the ships that have come from Trieste, from
Greece, from the mysterious East, up through the Adriatic, threading
their way through the patchwork of islands, past Fort San Nicolo and
Lido till they reach the Giudecca Canal. They lie there in the sun in
the early mornings like huge, big water-spiders, and up from all the
cabins you’ll see a little curl of pale blue smoke where the sailors are
cooking their breakfasts."
"And how early will that be?" asked Jill in a whisper.
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